Shocking facts

As the saying goes, knowledge is power. But there's another phrase which is common among us youths - 'too much information'. Today I learn two facts regarding culture and life. Quite entertaining and surprising.

First off - The War of Oaken Bucket

In 1325, there were two cities went by the name Modena and Bologna in Italy. One day, people from Modena invaded Bologna and stole a bucket of the city. Ruining their pride, the people of Bologna decided to start a war against the Modena. Thousands were killed and the war proceeded for 12 years. In the end, the Modena prevailed. Even now, the bucket still resides in Modena.

This is one of the hilarious wars in history. Honestly, the war started all thanks to a bucket. It's plain stupidity and embarrassment.

Secondly - The Sambia tribe

For this seemingly typical tribe in New Guinea, when boys enter maturity, they are encouraged to leave their family and live in a lodge full of bachelor men. In here, the boys are taught how to...erm....well, put it in simple word, blowjob other males. To this tribe, swallowing another man's semen is considered an act towards adulthood. It will help these young boys (emphasis on the young) to become a real man. Several fellatios follow everyday in the lodge. Surprisingly, even with all these homosexual activities, they are still stimulated to women. This goes to show that, most gays are born naturally. ^^

google them if u dun believe me =3 but to save you the trouble, below are the links to the facts above.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/War_of_the_Oaken_Bucket_(1325-1327)

http://lrivera0327.tripod.com/

Itchy and Itchiness

*scratch* let me just skip right to the point as I still need to study and as the title says, I'm itchy *scratch*

The other day, I started scratching non-stop till I had blemishes everywhere. There was pain, there was itchiness, there was agony. Apparently, I developed an allergy reaction after many consultation from my friends. The only problem was, I didn't know whether it was food allergy or bug bite. I had checked every inch of my bed and couldn't find one single dead bug. There was one on the floor but that was it. So I was skeptical. Then I turned my attention to food. Did I eat anything weird? I really had no idea.

Early this morning, I realized I couldn't even sleep. The itchiness was overwhelming and my blood was smearing all over my bed. There seemed to be bumps, not your typical mosquito bumps but huge ones that I was shocked to even look at it. During that moment, what was going through my mind was - jumping off the balcony ain't so bad. *Kidding*

But still, it was unbearable. My whole body is a mess. It's like I ventured into a jungled, tackled by a bear, sucked by the leeches and attacked by plant monsters. Even when I showed it to the docs, the nurse flinched when she saw my body. T_T

I'M HIDEOUS!!!

But that's not the worse part. So, I had decided to visit Sunway Medical, the nearby hospital due to desperation. At least the nurses there were kind enough but their bill sucked the life out of ya. It was freaking RM80.40. I dunno what's with the 40 cent. Must be tax. The doc did confirm that I had food allergy. Let's hope he's right.

Btw, did I mention that I had my final exams later? Freaking English and Marketing. I'm dead tired now but tomorrow there's two battles to face...again.

TO BE CONTINUED~ =)

Sinful Sinner

Note to all, I have 7 unpredictable personalities and all of them are deadly. I just want all of you readers to know that these personalities could manifest at any time of the day and it would be best to avoid them at all cause.

First I would like to introduce Croft

Croft is a lazy bump who personifies my sloth. Croft is a harmless fellow since he barely does anything. However, his friends are usually sick of his laziness as they couldn’t rely on him to finish a group project. His favourite hobby is snoozing or thinking about absolutely nothing as he lies on his bed hugging his soft toy. But sometimes, even hugging for him is a workload.

On the bright side, Croft isn’t a spender and he is an honest guy. Since he doesn’t usually go out, he would save piles of cash which could be used during an emergency. The downside to this is he misses out on all the fun in life. Besides that, he is honest in the sense that he would not pretend to like someone and he would be blunt with his cycles of friends. We all know that pretending to be nice towards someone you hate drains a lot of one’s energy so Croft doesn’t find the point to be a goody-goody two shoes, even if it means losing his friends.

Next, please meet Lucy,

Lucy is the slutty feminine personality of mine. She likes to make seductive poses, luring both men and women into her eternal embrace. Unlike Lady Gaga, Lucy is considered as a real hermaphrodite. Once the victim is within her grasp, she rarely lets them go. She loves sex and fixes her full intention on the victim. Even if it’s just a one-night-stand, Lucy will cease to stalk the victim. Then she often persuades the victim for intimacy, ignoring the victim’s personal relationship. Lucy is a persistent girl and her actions usually cause break-ups and suicides.

Without any remorse, she would seek another victim as the cycle repeats itself until all those around her end up inconsolable. You would say she’s my private concubine. Regardless of her sexual desires, Lucy could charm her victims into doing tedious chores for her. Also, the word taboo is not in her dictionary. To her, if something could attract anyone, it should be known throughout the entire population.

Anyone's hungry for him?

Tony, a plump guy, never ceases eating. His stomach is similar to that of a black hole. Everything goes in, nothing comes out. The only time you see him stops eating is sleepy time. Otherwise, food within his range would vanish in an instant. Tony believes that he has Prader-Willi syndrome which causes an eating disorder. Rarely full, he has to eat or else he believes he would starve. Some of Tony’s buddies like him since they have small stomach and Tony would usually end up cleaning their dishes.

Thus, his buddies wouldn’t feel as if they are wasting food. On the other hand, some are fed up with him as he tends to finish up delicious dishes without the consent of others. Currently, hungry Tony is slim as claimed by his friends but he used to be fat/overweight/obese. He would feel guilty after a fine meal as he knows what would happen if all those fats are not properly deposited.

In the matter of gourmet, Tony enjoys fine cuisines and exotic delicacies like escargoes and fried fat juicy worms. *Yummy*

It's the two green-eyed friends,

Reed and Ivy are fraternal twins and they seldom leave each other. Inseparable by nature, they possess all the necessities in life but they desire for more. Side by side, their need for more things, both concrete and abstract, intensifies. Once they are separated, their insatiable desire would decrease but that rarely happens.

Reed:

Ever since young, Reed has an obsessive compulsive disorder to ‘want’ everything. Without regards to a thing’s functionality, he would just want it since somebody has it. An item which he doesn’t possess would drive him mad even to the point of stealing. Reed was almost caught red-handed once for attempting to steal a friend’s gaming device. Though he never means any harm, he could not help it to acquire everything which he deems important.

As for abstract objects, he needs to experience what he had never felt before like true love, exceptionally good results and a true friend.

Ivy:

In the case of Ivy, she is an undesirable girl. Like her brother, she wants everything which is not in her inventory. Unlike her brother, she would harm those who are in her way of her desire. With a pair of green eyes, Ivy is a smart girl with ambitious desire but those who are more superior earn her jealousy. She wants to be the top of everything and be the first to achieve something. Academically, she constantly vies for the best achiever and would rant if her desires are not met.

Moreover, she tends to be envious of her friends, especially those who manage to travel to foreign countries for studies or bag-packing. Ivy is a typical green-eyed monster. Even so, she is a good example of a person full of perseverance and determination but her jealousy often keeps her friend roster low. Contrary to what others believe, she is just a solemn girl seeking attention from others by being the best of everything.

And his name is Ang,

Ang is sort of a personal bodyguard of mine. Although his size is small, he has the temper of a lion. Usually on vacation, Ang seldom shows up to protect me but when he does, volcanoes will erupt and riots will rise. However, his anger isn’t always about feuds. Relationship issues such as cheating on your partner pumps his gas tank for a ride of torment on the cheaters. His retaliation need not be physical.

Normally, he prefers psychological methods which would drive the victims to the brink of insanity if it’s ever that serious. As for friends, Ang hates people making idiotic posts regarding rants. If friend rivalry ever rises, Ang is more than happy to watch the drama. However, if those people are his closed buddies, Ang would probably do something stupid and yell at them to MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE!!!

An ill-tempered person, Ang doesn’t have many friends and his family members tend to avoid him but sometimes his anger reflects his love towards his loved ones. Whenever they are in danger, he would be there to save them as he is all fuelled up to conquer anything. Bloodshed, on the other hand, is another issue.

Lastly, a personal friend of mine,

Pryde acts as an advisor to me and he is quite intelligent in the sense that he will not hesitate to grasp a perfect opportunity to suit his life. Bounded by curiosity, Pryde never ceases to seek knowledge, both beneficial and detrimental to his social status. Through either books or gossips, Pryde will demonstrate the knowledge he possesses to his peers. The only reward he yearns is their amazement and jealousy. If his peers perceive something which he does not know, he would seek more information regarding the topic with full efforts.

Pryde is proud of the knowledge he possesses within his cache. Wikipedia and Google are some of his tools to gain substantial knowledge. Pryde would not hesitate to flaunt his superiority and doesn’t show pity to those who are below him. No empathy is found within him as he hates helping his friends with tedious works.

Pryde is often a loner but he is contented with his success. Money is not his main priority as it does not make one superior. Money is merely a tool which could be wasted in a day. Knowledge and experiences, on the other hand, must require personal diligence to seek them. As everyone slowly succumbed to the stupidity of life, Pryde would take this opportunity to educate himself. So, in the pending future, he would be far superior than anyone in the world.

Although these 'friends' of mine consist of more downs than ups, they are the fundamental elements of me. Without them, I doubt I would still be alive alone here. Hence, even with their flaws, I'm glad to meet them for they represent what I am.

Words from a Son to His Daddy ^^

Oh daddy, how I loathe you so! How I wish I would only acquainted you as a stranger from the streets. I maybe your son but you can't control everything. Guide me or advise me through a situation but not eliminate all my interests for what I want to do in the future.

Oh father, can't you see the reason why I ran away in the first place? Your stubborn and ignorant demeanor took a toll on me. As a matter of fact, it still does. You keep insisting me on doing the things you want me to do. In the end, my patience brings me no reward. NADA!!!

Oh papa, you tend to put money before your own flesh and blood you selfish prick!!! Why must you persist me to take the offer? Is it for my well-being or so you can spend the money elsewhere? Even to the extent of asking me not to attend my class?

ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Such a wonderful dad, aint he?

Realization on unrealistic history~

Ever since I found out how false history is, I have been doing extensive research to discover the idiotic misconceptions which people think is the truth. Man oh man, the list goes on and on and on. Most of you will go WTF cuz what you know throughout your life has been false.

For example: Angels do not have wings...hehe

Surprisingly right? After all, the angels we have seen in pop culture are never depicted without their fluffy wings. I was astounded as well. However, if you were to read the entire bible (which I myself is too darn lazy to read), it never once mentions angels have wings. Then where did the organ full of plumage came from? Blame the brilliant artists who came up with the idea. Since angels live in heaven (so to speak), it is practical for them to fly to earth with wings. Moreover, if you were to refer to the Sarcophagus of Junius Bassus, the section where it shows The Sacrifice of Isaac, it is clearly illustrated that the angel sent forth by God is without a pair of wings.

Here are more facts that will shock you to the core and make you read more =P

1. It is allegedly speculated that Julius Caeser might be gay. His partner? It was Nicomedes IV, a king of Bithynia. But it was just a speculation for being a homosexual esp if you are a bottom was humiliating during Julius's reign. Btw, Julius is speculated to be the bottom as well XD
2. Greek statues were originally painted, not the usual white marble you see nowadays. As a matter of fact, the whole Parthenon was painted as well. Due to the weak material, the colour fades away overtime. That is why most of the Greek statues are just plain white marble.
3. This should be a real ~shocker~. Thomas Edison did not invent the light bulb. It was a series of inventors who perfected the modern light bulb. Even that, Edison stole the idea from another inventor. The real inventor who perfected the light bulb is a guy named Joseph Swan. But then, why did Thomas take the credit instead? Since Joseph Swan lived in Europe, Thomas popularized the invention in America, rendering Americans to believe he is the inventor. Thomas never bothered to disclaim the rumour.Electrifying^^
4. I'm sure we all heard before that the Great Wall of China is visible from the moon right? Sorry to say, that's a false myth as well. William Stukeley and Henry Norman were the smartypants who claimed that the respectable Wall is visible in 1745 and 1895 respectively.Truth of the matter, Apollo 11 was only launched in 1969. Do the math and see the difference in years unless of course, these two were abducted by aliens and sent to the moon for experimentation.

That's all the myths I want to write for now. Oh don't worry, the distorted facts do not end there. History is full of bogus and deceitful events and our primitive minds can't comprehend the overwhelming truth. I would randomly post some of the stories I know in the future. Until then, don't believe what you have believing...whahahahaha

Sick...tired...sicker...

If you hear someone sneezing like an elephant in Sunway College. That's probably me. Recently, a homeless flu virus decided to reside in my nose. While making itself cozy and comfy, it threw a house warming party and invited headache and fatigue. Not to mention sore throat as well. When these guys were together, they partied hard.

Seriously, I have been sick for 2 days, going for the third tomorrow. Plus, the flu moved in at a bad timing. I have loads of work to finish and maths homework left undone. To make matter worse, there's a freaking test coming up. It is also the reason why I haven't been updating much. (Sorry faithful readers)

Hope the flu decides to move out soon cuz I'm crashing the party.

给你的

我该怎么保护你? 这世界有许多不可信任的坏人。我担心，我很担心你会给这些坏蛋欺负。作为一个哥哥，是我的责任去保护你。

虽然你有时很烦，有时也令我讨厌你。

可是你最后你还是我的弟，而我很疼你。

我答应你，我会尽力不让你受到伤害。可是你也要学怎么照顾自己。总之，你的哥会在你身边看守你。

弟，哥哥很疼你~~

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Moments in Trance

(Warning: Explicit content!!!)

There he was, standing by the door while drinking a bottle of fresh mineral water to cool off the heat. The weather had been been profoundly hot lately but it wasn't the only thing that was emitting heat. His apartment was 10-storey high and the only thing that was keeping the room cool was a ceiling fan. Even so, his balcony gave a panoramic view of the city. It was lovely. The urban skyline has a hint of romance and the ambiance of love in contrast to the usual belief that a city is just a crowded area. In the room, there was ample of space enough for two.

Earlier, we were at a gala with everyone in suits and gowns. The only difference was we were strangers the. At first glance, he immediately caught my attention. Though there was no way for me to know whether the feeling was mutual but damn! he was a piece of artwork. I found myself staring at him at a corner every few minutes. He caught my gaze more than twice and somehow, he just giggled. Let me tell you readers, he had the sweetest smile among the crowd.

After an hour or two of dancing and drinking, I admitted that I almost gone overboard with the booze. Sitting on a chair, I tried to collect my mind before I went back home. Since I was there alone, the guy somehow felt pity for me. So he offered me a ride, I accepted it and ended up in his room. Before that, he actually offered to carry me to his car, piggy-back-style. My gait wasn't exactly perfect, hence, the piggy-back. The mere thought of that made me blushed like mad.

Feeling a bit tipsy, I laid down on his bed with my shirt still unbuttoned. My face was full red by then but I managed to regain some consciousness. The room was still insanely hot. My eyes were closed, getting ready for dreamland. Then, I heard footsteps. The guy was watching over me. I managed to see the concerns in his eyes. I DEFINITELY had gone overboard.

So, he sat near my lap and gently touch my cheeks with his hand, trying to determine whether I was sick or not. The moment his hand touched my face, there was warmth like the kind you get from a fireplace in winter. Unconsciously, I rubbed my face against his hand, enjoying every moment of it....but then, I stopped. A sudden realization came over me. I did not have the slightest idea whether this extremely hot guy was gay or bi. I was making assumption since he was being nice to me. So I shook my head and he removed his hand as he noticed the uncomfortable gesture.

Honestly, I had no hard feelings against the guy and I felt alone in the party. Maybe all I wanted at the moment was a company or maybe I just felt untouched for such a long time. I couldn't figure out which one was it. Blamed it on the alcohol. Again, he managed to notice the loneliness I felt from my eyes. Guessed they were right about the eyes being the window to your soul. Then out of nowhere, something embarrassing happened.

I sneezed. o_o

There was a dust bunny hopping around in the room. He laughed. I was really blushing now. He then said I had the cutest sneeze. I was like "oooookayyyy~" because I didn't think that a person would consider someone's sneeze cute, let alone mine. But I did appreciated his kind words. So straight or not, I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek then stuffed myself inside his blanket.

My sudden action might cause my stay in his room but then something surprising occurred. He hugged me back while I was hiding inside the blanket. It was an unforgettable moment that night. As the minutes passed by, we both dozed off, enjoying each other's embrace.

The problem was I was still wrapped around in the blanket and the room was an over-sized oven. Eventually, my clothes was drenched in my sweat. Couldn't stand it no more, I tried to remove the blanket but that woke him up. I was cursing myself to ruin such a perfect scene due to the stupid heat. Then I was sitting upright by then, contemplating whether I should take off my clothes.

Before I even made a decision, his hands were around my shoulder. He understood that I was heating up so, he took the liberty of taking off my clothes slowly~ one at a time. As he unbuttoned my shirt, we were sitting in the same position, face-to-face. I could sense his clothes were drenched in sweat as well. So I offered to take his shirt off as well but he put my hands aside. By then, my shirt was on the floor now and I was in my singlet.

He grabbed hold of my arms while I was in my semi-awake mode. All of the sudden, I felt my lips touched by his. My eyes went wide and I tried to push him back as I was surprised. However, he grabbed hold of my arms tighter and refused to let me escape. Since I couldn't go anywhere, mind as well let him finished kissing me but seconds later, I found myself kissing back.

His lips were soft and tender and my adrenaline rose the more we kissed. Even in the dark, I could feel my face was red due to all the blushing. A while later, he pushed me onto his bed so he was on top. We locked lips again. My heart was pounding fast and so was his. While kissing, I managed to take off his suit and his undershirt as he did with mine. Both of us were topless now.

His lips then moved down to my neck as he bit me on the neck. I couldn't help but moaned a little. The feeling was intense. He giggled again as he heard my moan. So he proceeded. Then he moved again, downwards more to my chest. While sucking one of my nipples, his hand was playing with the other. I let out a soft yelp when he did that. Soon, his hands were playing with something else.

My pants was tight so he had to unbutton it to slip in. Then his hands worked their magic. I was like crazy by then. Convulsed a little while trying to hold him back but to no avail. He still had the upper hands. Slowly, my pants was down as he kept pushing it whereas as he was still playing with my nipples with his lips upwards. Seconds later, I was in my underwear and I felt exposed. In return, I reversed the role. By catching him off guard, I managed to turn around so he was at bottom. Then it was my turn to tease him.

Similar to what he did, I started off at the lips and made my way down while taking off his pants. He moaned the moment I touched his you-know-what which was quite funny and entertaining at the same time. Moreover, he was wearing CK underwear. Expensive taste. I did something extra to him though. As I was messing around with him, I sort of hummed as well. Soon, we were both erected. Time for the undies to come off.

Naked and horny, our lips were still locked. I was still on top of him and he felt that it was time to switch roles again. Doing so, he found my other sensitive spot. He groped my butt cheeks and I momentarily stopped what I was doing. As a result, he was able to put me in submission. A tormentor himself, he kept groping my ass just to watch me blushed and moaned uncontrollably. I couldn't fight back as I was in submission and his arms were too strong for me to overcome.

Then he asked me whether I wanted it in. Feeling high, of course I wanted it in. However, he ran out of condoms so he did it bareback style. He made sure than there was no chance for me to go free. He fingered me first and I was holding back the pain. Gradually, he inserted his dick in. The pain was profound as there weren't any lubricant. I teared up a little but he hugged to placate me and a while later, the whole thing was inside. He embraced me as he did it. The pain was still there but I had his comfort and sooner than I thought the pain transformed into pleasure.

One position wasn't enough for both of us so we tried several. Firstly, we used the doggy-style. There was the usual missionary. We even used the furniture. Though not all the time, he managed to touch my prostrate and that got me higher. He smiled every time he saw the expression on my face. I wanted to slap him for that but I felt happy as well.

In the end, we both cummed at the same time. Well, he cummed a while after mine because I was rubbing mine vigorously. I couldn't hold it back. He did it while it was still inside me. Again, I felt warmth. We were both perspiring and panting but the satisfaction was there. I kissed him one more time before we cleaned up in the bathroom. He had a shower so we hugged as we both while the water cascaded down upon us. The night ended with both of us snuggling on the bed. Elated.

Oh how I wished this isn't just a fantasy =P

Back To Reverie

For the first time in a long time, there was contentment in my heart. A genuine smile was on my face whenever I lay down on the broom hill. The shrubs, grown across the hilltop were as aromatic as the smell of fresh wheatgrass in the morning. The soil was rough but full of life. Mild was the weather with a cool breeze blowing by, I felt relaxed and light headed as I slowly closed my eyes. Enveloped by the cozy shrubs, I was fast asleep.

Before I knew it, the breeze turned to a gale and the comfort that surrounded me disappeared. Struggled in the cold with little warmth, my body started to shiver uncontrollably. In a few minutes, the cold became unbearable.

As I was about to collapse, something embraced me and all the uneasiness within me instantly dissipated. Darkness devoured me but I was high spirited for this was something new to me. The darkness was my light. Then...

*Snap*

I woke up from my reverie but I was still on the hilltop.

Entering Disturbia

I could hear the leaves rustled as the breeze blew towards me. The wind was cool and refreshing. It was invigorating even when I was in semi-conscious state. My mind was blank as I gradually came to my senses. Before I stood up, I realized I was lying on the asphalt concrete of an unknown street.

Picking up my balance, I felt a sudden swirl of nausea through my mind. My mind was still blank. No clue as to why was I here. Amnesiac for I couldn't recall anything. I could barely remember my name. My sight was inhibited by the nausea and the thick fog. Everything was a blur to me. My shoulders were sore as if I had just carried a load of objects.

Still, the rustle of the leaves was nearby as another strong breeze blew. The hair on my skin stood up for it was freezing. In the fog, my sight was limited to 3 feet in front of me. The street I was lying on was familiar but again, no flashbacks, no memory, no nothing. However, I was here for a reason that I knew.

A welcome sign was besides me. It said " We are all in Disturbia." The ambiance had became more eerie.

"Anyone there!" I yelled. The only voice that replied back was my own echo. I was alone. Perplexed and lonely, I started to stroll through the street, yelling the same thing over and over. Nothing. Not a single sound except for my footsteps. At the sides were buildings rose up into the seemingly visible sky. The air was dense and it seemed to become colder the more steps I took.

To make matter worse, I was starting to recall some of my past and they were all painful to bear.

My memories, I recollect all the hurtful events. The day my heart was slew by abandonment. The moments I was drown by my own tears. The time I fell into a whirlpool of despair. The days I became a victim of alcohol. Scenes of me wallowing in solitude.

My stroll turned into a jog for I couldn't stand it. I ran and ran deeper into the fog as my eyes became watery. The pain was unbearable. I stopped and screamed. Waiting for someone to save me from this sorrow. All of the sudden, I saw people shuffling towards me from the far end.

Their face were shrouded by the fog but I could still see their silhouettes. Thinking they were my savior, I rushed towards them. Hope built up in my heart. Unfortunately, it was a false one. As I ran up to one of the strangers with his back turned towards me, I tapped his shoulder, asking where I was. Horror smacked me right in my gut for the guy had a disfigured and bloodied face.

He strangled me and let out a terrifying moan. The others, disfigured as well, began to advance towards me. I tried to fight it but the grip was strong. I couldn't breathe. My strength was drained. The others hurdled over me, grabbing all my limbs as if they wanted to tear me into pieces. My lungs were flaming up by then. I was suffocating. Then, I blacked out.

I could hear the people crying helplessly. I woke up. The fog was still there but my sight was clear. I remembered everything but I wished I didn't. Looking up towards the sky, a storm was marching its way towards me. The sky was full of pollutants as always. The results of gun powder and the emission of hatred.

I was still in Disturbia even though I'm wide awake.

Life's a Struggle

As books lay flat with words unread,

An unfilled bowl provides no bread.

Comfort is brought to those with means,

But what of those who lack of Greens?

Pillow bathed in tears as memories go by,

Sighs and sobs become my lullaby.

Strife and grief throughout the city,

Yet, none would care to give any pity.

Time strolls on from day to night,

Regrets with sorrow are our plight,

In the limelight we always dwell,

Too late we realized, it is hell.

Giggling are the children with mouths to fill;

Weeping is the widow who couldn't pay the bill;

Laughing in the gala are those with suit and gown;

Moaning in the ghetto are those with nothing to own.

Alone I stand to face this wrath,

For this world creates its own path.

Life’s a struggle till end’s meet,

Proceed I will, this arduous street

Acceptance

They said that dreams are portals to other realms. In these realms, one can experience all kinds of wonders for incredible tasks are made possible and one get to go to all kinds of places but of course these tasks and places are just based on the person's memories. In dreams, people are able to achieve what they normally can't and a person's dream is their kingdom unless, of course you are not in control of your dream.

See, based on personal experience or personal dreams, you either control your own dream or your dream takes you wherever it wants to go. Mine is more of the latter.

Recently, I had another dream (it is annoying sometimes as some of my dreams are confusing). This time, I dreamed of Jean Grey a.k.a Phoenix and Wolverine. Yes, those comics characters from the X-men series. (I've been reading too many X-men =P). Moving on, they were old in my dream as in, 50 something old except for Wolverine. He never get old due to his regeneration ability. Apparently, Jean mentioned that most of the mutants lost their powers and find no reason to continue living. I guessed the Sentinels (their enemy) were taking siege over them and yet they couldn't defend themselves. Tsk. Tsk.

Anyway, Wolverine showed up and told her not to give up, that there were still hope. However, Jean retaliated by saying that they need to accept the truth about the situation and gave it in. Wolverine didn't response...

Then I woke up, remembering every detail of the dream (which was rare for me). I kinda understand the moral of the dream. Acceptance of the truth. Sometimes, lying to oneself instead of accepting the truth is just pointless for the truth

is always there and there is no running away from it. The dream was a lesson for me for I was facing a similar situation. CURSE YOU DREAM!!!

Altogether, dreams can be a great moral teacher and they can be a pain in the butt as well. Sometimes, dreams are scarier than horror films. Seriously. Freddy Kruger, be gone!