Realization on unrealistic history~

Ever since I found out how false history is, I have been doing extensive research to discover the idiotic misconceptions which people think is the truth. Man oh man, the list goes on and on and on. Most of you will go WTF cuz what you know throughout your life has been false.

For example: Angels do not have wings...hehe

Surprisingly right? After all, the angels we have seen in pop culture are never depicted without their fluffy wings. I was astounded as well. However, if you were to read the entire bible (which I myself is too darn lazy to read), it never once mentions angels have wings. Then where did the organ full of plumage came from? Blame the brilliant artists who came up with the idea. Since angels live in heaven (so to speak), it is practical for them to fly to earth with wings. Moreover, if you were to refer to the Sarcophagus of Junius Bassus, the section where it shows The Sacrifice of Isaac, it is clearly illustrated that the angel sent forth by God is without a pair of wings.

Here are more facts that will shock you to the core and make you read more =P

1. It is allegedly speculated that Julius Caeser might be gay. His partner? It was Nicomedes IV, a king of Bithynia. But it was just a speculation for being a homosexual esp if you are a bottom was humiliating during Julius's reign. Btw, Julius is speculated to be the bottom as well XD
2. Greek statues were originally painted, not the usual white marble you see nowadays. As a matter of fact, the whole Parthenon was painted as well. Due to the weak material, the colour fades away overtime. That is why most of the Greek statues are just plain white marble.
3. This should be a real ~shocker~. Thomas Edison did not invent the light bulb. It was a series of inventors who perfected the modern light bulb. Even that, Edison stole the idea from another inventor. The real inventor who perfected the light bulb is a guy named Joseph Swan. But then, why did Thomas take the credit instead? Since Joseph Swan lived in Europe, Thomas popularized the invention in America, rendering Americans to believe he is the inventor. Thomas never bothered to disclaim the rumour.Electrifying^^
4. I'm sure we all heard before that the Great Wall of China is visible from the moon right? Sorry to say, that's a false myth as well. William Stukeley and Henry Norman were the smartypants who claimed that the respectable Wall is visible in 1745 and 1895 respectively.Truth of the matter, Apollo 11 was only launched in 1969. Do the math and see the difference in years unless of course, these two were abducted by aliens and sent to the moon for experimentation.

That's all the myths I want to write for now. Oh don't worry, the distorted facts do not end there. History is full of bogus and deceitful events and our primitive minds can't comprehend the overwhelming truth. I would randomly post some of the stories I know in the future. Until then, don't believe what you have believing...whahahahaha

I Love You

I LOVE YOU!!!

I used to think that I know the meanings of this statement. Now, I start to realize the ugly truth. It has come to my acknowledgement that...I don't think I have experienced true love before~

Why am I emo all of the sudden?

Well, not to say I'm emo, just that I have been thinking alot. This morning in class, my friend was using his laptop and I noticed a note attached to his screen. It was written by his girlfriend. As disturbing it was to a gay guy like me, it was still romantic. Instead of smiling at the sweetness if the msg...I found myself wallowing in my sorrow.

Believe me, I was totally jealous at the same time. It's not as if my ex didn't do something like that. It's the fact that the love didn't last. I have 4 exes in total. My first was a religious hypocrite. My second was a LDR and I couldn't stand the distance anymore. My third was another LDR which was featured in my other post (go read it, it's super complicated). My fourth...well, sorry to say, you cheated on me =_= (I have no option but to let you go)

And whenever either one of them say the three motherfucking words, I thought it would last. Cuz to me, you don't just simply say those words for nothing. When you said it, you have to mean it. I admit that I used to say it to random ppl because I was feeling high or I find them worth looking at. Nowadays, I try to avoid using those words unless I really meant it.

All the couples around me, both straight and PLU, keep bringing up reminiscent events of my past. Regardless of their relationship authenticity, I still yearn for a shoulder to lean on when I'm depressed (like now) and stuff my face onto his coat when I'm watching something like Paranormal Activity 2 (btw, thanks for giving me the trauma...grrrr. U know who you are)

Anyway, I wish I can be as happy as my straight couple friends right now. Though their googly moments get annoying most of the time, they have gone the months without any arguments except for the minor bickering.

However, I know what I have to sacrifice when I'm attached and until I'm ready, I need to endure this for a bit longer. I ain't giving up on my dreams again but if there's anyone out there who don't mind me hugging them just to know I ain't alone, come find me XD

Anyone hotline to Cupid?lolx

My Status for today

Energy bar

Task bar

Cash bar

Wanna slack-off bar

Green = No worries

Orange = Critical

Red = Fatal

Turning 20~~

Hehe...finally, I hit the big 2-0~~~woohoo!!!

Ate pizza and snails for my b'day and drank a little after that while playing strip poker XD

Just wanna thanks those who wish me Happy Birthday and those who celebrated with me.

Now, if only my wish would come true this year...hehe

It's finally going to be a year

Tomorrow will mark my one year anniversary. It's ntg regarding love or virginity. Pass midnight today, I would be staying here for exactly a year...here in the mystical jungle of West Malaysia.

Bear in mind, my first intention of coming here wasn't to study. If you refer to my older posts, you would know that I actually ran away from my hometown with several reasonable reasons.

But wait...u guys must be wondering. A emptied-headed childish kid like me ran away? That's logical since most kids ran away due to family issues. But how did I manage to survive here? Now, that's a question to be asked. I believed I should at least post it here as a reminder.

It all started in 2009, after I just finished my NS and received my SPM results. Eager beaver like me couldn't wait to go to college and leave my godforsaken hometown for good. My dad even promised to send me to the land of Down Under, provided that I searched for a notable college. He has issues with West Malaysia. In his perception, all West Malaysians, esp those from KL are all horrible avaricious conceited ppl. Since I have been here for a year, I can't exactly deny him but I don't totally disagree him as well. (I will explain further later)

So I did my research and presented it to my dad, then I waited patiently...waited...waited.

In the end, I was imprisoned in Form 6. But hey, I tried to look at the bright side. Cuz my Form 6 school was an all boy school, minus the girls in Form 6 of coz. Too bad, I couldn't find any worthy guys. On the contrary, I did find a few, one esp. He was adorable and he would chat with me only for long hours. The only problem: he has a GF.

SIGH~~

To make my life even more hellish, the teachers are all bitches. Those who are not teach the subject I hated the most during that time: Pengajian Am.

My mental toll was really reaching its limits. Even my friends (those I met in Form 6, nice ppl ^^) couldn't maintain my sanity. My only ray of light was someone I loved alot, you can say that I loved him the most out of all my exes. We had a long distance relationship. He was in PJ area and I was stuck in the depths of the jungle of Sarawak. Why didn't the relationship last? even when we seem so lovey dovy?

I cheated on him~~~

Ya, I'm a bad boy. Me and my family went to KL for a holiday in Nov/DEC 2009. He was busy during that moment so he felt bad that we couldn't hang out much. So, he asked his PLU friends to take me out to my first gay club. I can't remember the name. Anyway, I was reluctant at first but my ex told me he trusted me enough. He wanted me to experience the gay life in KL. I got a little carried away in the club. Guessed he was wrong about me.

The very next morning, I called him and told him the truth about everything. He shunned me and told me how horrible I was. I didn't fight back. He was right. Our relationship was in jeopardy because me. That's just the beginning of a really fucked up day.

I wanted to visit him and apologize sincerely. C'mon, apologizing on the phone was not exactly forgiving. My obstacle: family.

They wanted to travel from KL to Penang cuz me and my bros never went there b4. But my mind was focusing my relationship. Since, they are my family, I had no choice but to follow them.

En route to Penang, we stopped by Ipoh. By then, my guilt was eating me up. So, I sneaked away under the radar and hopped onto a taxi cab, spent RM200 and came all the way back to PJ to find him. I sent a text to my dad, told him that I was needed to go back to KL to pick up sth and that they should go without me.

Well, let's just say, when I reached, teary moments and rekindling were not expected. I ended up crying on the bus back to Penang. I fell ill when I reached and from that moment, my perspective on love was changed.

Moving on, back to the main story. So, my education sucked, my lovelife sucked, next in line was my family. Don't even get me started on them. My mum nags all the time and did ntg about her predicaments which cause her nagging. My aunties, both paternal and maternal, are irritating women who gossips non-stop and brag about their life and children which cause my mum nagging, I was treated as the black sheep of the family cuz all of them think I ain't strong enough to survive on my own! always need to depend on others! I'm sissy! My dreams are not worth following! I can't achieve anything! My opinions never matter! And then there is my dad.

My dad is the core person I blame for my messed up life. He promised me a trip to Australia and that wasn't the first. He promised again in December. I waited bloody months for him to send me to college. It's not like I wanna use the money and spend on drugs and alcohol. I actually do wanna study. But nooooooooo......Instead of waiting for my demise, my mind hatched a plot.

I planned for a month, accumulating all the money I could find and find the cheapest flight to KL. Don't worry, I ain't dump. I also asked my friends here for shelter until I could find a job. That's another whole story totally. Will elaborate next time.

A week after touchdown here, my family managed to trace my new phone. == they are smart.

I ignored them of coz...but that's the first few days of non-stop calling. In the end I asked for a deal. Since they care about my education as well, I asked them whether I could study in Sunway University. Without a choice, they allowed. And that's where I am now ^^.

Pass midnight tonite, it will mark my first year here ^^ along with some other event which u readers will find out soon. haha. Till this day, I have never regretted running away. Spare me the family is important speech. To me, friends come first always. I was able to pursue what I want to study. Form 6 was a hellhole which I'm glad I escaped otherwise I would have failed all my exam.

To end it all, I'm not the sort of person who will reside in a certain place for too long. I get bored too easily. Like a rolling stone, I need to constantly travel to new place after staying in one place for too long. But unlike the rolling stone, I do collect moss. As a matter of fact, I cherish the wonderful memories I have cuz u can strip me of all my possession but you can take away my the moments I spent with the ppl who are close to me.

My new Room

Finally, I have moved into my new apartment. Not exactly the best room around the entire campus but it will do. Plus, there are few benefits as compared to my old room which I will explain further below.

Here's a recap: My tenancy expires so I need to find a place to stay otherwise it's the slums for me. So, a bit searching and asking got me to my new place. It is called Lagoon View which as the name suggests, give a panoramic view of Sunway Lagoon.

(This is the only window in my room)

Here's the bed. Nothing much to say about it except that this is a single-room. Hence, I can do whatever I want inside the room. Eg. walking around in only my undie XP

Below is a list of the pros and cons of my new room.

Pros:

1) Like I said, it's a single room. So, I can do whatever I want in there without disturbing anybody.

2) I have an air-con in my room this time. Comes the heat season, there's no need to worry...for me at least.

3) I love the view of Sunway Lagoon even though I will be bored of it sooner or later.

4) They provide facilities like swimming pool and a mini gym.

5)The best part is the room includes a washing machine . No more washing clothes with hands. whahahahahaha

Cons:
1) It's freaking expensive. RM750 per month!!!
2) My room is on the 11th floor...did I mention that the lift is damn slow.
3) Some of the pipes are rusty. Consequently, the water is brownish =.=
4) The kitchen looks as if it was ransacked by a maid gone berserk.
5) WORST OF ALL, there are no leng zai in the whole entire unit. Though I haven't met all my housemates yet, two of them are Indonesian girl and a guy who just ain't my type. To matter even more depressing, the previous tenant who was supposed to stay in my room moved out and he was the only guy I find cute. Sad~~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

I know it's a day late to post this but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

As for my new year's resolution: NONE ^~^

I hate setting up a goal just to watch myself fail at achieving it. Rather, I just go with the flow. Let things happen spontaneously and pray that it goes my way XD

However, let's hope this year will be a good one not just to me but to all others (even though I know such fortunate things may not happen to others)