Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is just days away and judging by my Facebook wall, I can see everyone is hyped up by the festive mood. Plus, there are tons of Bunny pictures and decoration all around - malls, streets, city and colleges. I LOVE BUNNY!!!! hehe...miss my bunny =<

Anyway, this post is written in advance just in case I ain't free on CNY eve itself. Though I won't be celebrating this year (I'm not going back to my hometown btw), I wanna wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and all the Bunnies in the world. HEHE. This year is your year =3

Chapter 1: Darkness Befell

On the night of 21 January, there was a blackout in the whole Sunway campus, including the condominiums and apartments. The workers in the area claimed there was a power failure due to the extensive construction undergoing to expand Sunway University. Little did the staff and students know, something inexplicably evil was luring in the dark.

It was early morning, approximately 3.30am and the air was damp and cool. Together with the tiny stars, the moon gleamed with her natural beauty, catching my attention as I walked towards my residence area. The security guards were slacking off in the guard house while their radio played a soothing melody. I didn’t blame them for a night like this doesn’t come much in Malaysia.

Due to the blackout, the whole residence area was pitch black with tall condominium buildings stretching towards the sky. Despite the frightening scene, the view was quite alluring with no lights to distract the minimal natural beauty surrounding the area. With the exception of the guard house which contained its own power source. I proceeded further for it was late and I had an early class the next day. It was, however, exciting since I rarely went out for yum cha until this late and I had never seen the campus this late at night either.

Suddenly, there was a scent of foul odour hanging in the air. Unmistakenly, it was the smell of rotten flesh. The stench was too much for me to bear and I could feel the source of the smell was closing by. Due to the limitation of light, I couldn’t make out a figure in front of me whom I believed gave off the stench. I did not intend to find out who or what the figure was.

I walked...I walked...As the figure came nearer and the smell intensified...I ran...I ran...until...

“HEY!!!”

It was then I realized I almost ran into the garbage collector. Apparently, someone did not dispose their unfinished meat properly. According to the guy, it was rotting in the kitchen of one of the tenants. Obviously, sloth is a major a sin among people nowadays.

Moving on, I managed to find my way towards the elevator in the dark. To my dismay, it was out of service due to the power shortage. Believed me, I wanted to curse at management officers. To make matter worse, I lived at the 11^th floor and my only way up was the stairs. No lights, utter darkness and scary dark hallways.

I only had two choices. Either I remained at the gro

und floor while waiting for the power to come back on or I walked the stairs. The problem was both choices were equally petrifying. In addition, my imagination started to take over and all the Asian ghost-women/yokai/whatever came alive.

Without hesitation, I sprinted towards the stairs and ran up as fast as I could. Since it was completely dark, I had to use to railing as a guide. Halfway through, I heard something from below - a distinct moan. The sound was faint and it could be my imagination as well. I was exhausted from lack of sleep and the running, a deadly combination which enhanced my imagination even further. Each corner I turned, I expected some disfigured entity to pop out and man-slaughter me with its sick demented method.

As soon as I reached the designated floor, I swiftly unlocked the door to my room and hugged Penggy, placating myself that it was all in my mind. Unbeknownst to me was that the moan I heard was real.

Of the memories locked up in my head, this was the only flashback I had as the zombified bitch tried to bite a chunk of my neck.

Living in A Dead World: Preface

The day began with a shriek.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Startled, I threw my plushie, Penggy across the room. The entire room was utterly dark. The only source of illumination was the moonlight from which the windowpane provided access to. For some reasons, the megamall, Sunway Pyramid was not gleaming with its usual lights. Even at the depth of night, there would at least be some illuminations from not just the Pyramid but all the malls so that the government has an excuse to increase the country taxes from the excess energy wastage.

However, sight was not my main concern. What annoyed me, as I checked my handphone for the time, was that who in their right mind would scream at 3.33a.m in the morning. Still in my semi- conscious state, I thought of going out to check on the situation. Only then it occurred to me that my housemates might be having their usual brawl. Two out of eight of my housemates are from China, so I heard. They are a couple but they do more of the shouting than the cuddling. Ever since I moved here earlier this month, I have been enduring with the occasional screaming or bickering across the hall. Or they could be engaging in a rough sex.

Finding myself couldn’t care less, I crawled over my bed and fumbled the junks on my floor for Penggy. My mind went blank again the moment I found it. Thank Lord there was no more sudden screaming after that. Time slowly crept and before I knew it, it was morning.

Since it was the weekends, I didn’t bother to be an early bird. Plus, all my collegemates went back to their respective hometown for the Chinese New Year celebration with the exception of those who live around the area. Same as last year, I chose to stay back for the celebration as I have no intention of being nagged at by my next of kin.

Moving on, I shambled towards the bathroom to take leak after my slumber ended. My vision was still blurry at the moment. Thus, I overlooked a crimson stain on a wall. After the duty was done, I went to the kitchen to wash my hands because the sink in the bathroom stank of rusty pipes (Hygiene is important). While scurrying along to the kitchen sink, I accidentally knocked into one of my housemates. (Told ya I have a blurry vision)

I realized she was the girlfriend and she was still in her pyjamas, probably just woke up. Feeling a tad embarrassed for running into her and the fact that I was in my boxer, I apologized but the housemate gave no comment. Expecting the rudeness, I didn’t even bother looking back at her after I finished washing. With her head slumped to one side, she stood still in the middle of the kitchen and I thought to myself, “my housemates are retards!!!”

By then, awkwardness already settled in so I sprinted across the hall and into my room. Before I entered, I noticed the front door was open. I thought of closing it but decided to leave it for the girl might want to take a stroll downstairs in her pyjamas. Another weird thing about her was that she let out a distinctive moan when I sprinted pass her. To that moment, another realization came to me, “my housemates are both retards and perverts.”

Subsequently, the door was slammed shut and locked and I was staring at the computer screen while listening to Poker Face. Moments later, there was a bump on my door. Still in my boxer, I tuned down the volume and asked who was there. My only reply is a pitiful moan. Then there was another bump.

Perplexed, I moved closer to the door and asked the same thing again.

BANG!!!

It seemed that she was banging on the door with both hands now, continuously. Feeling offended, I opened the door and gave her a piece of my mind. Apparently, she wasn’t interested in starting an argument. Without any hesitation, she hurled herself at me with both her arms gripping on my shoulder. Overwhelmed by the incredulous strength, I crashed onto the floor.

Directly above me was a face of absolute horror.

The floorplan for my unit

Happy Reading

Overwhelmed by the mundane life, my imagination has decided to take over. Without a specific timing, I would randomly post a fantasized story of me trapping in a world infested with zombies. In the matter of first person perspective, I would detail my survival in this harsh world. I’m a zombie fan so do not question my selection for this particular monster. Elements from the media will be used, especially the Resident Evil Series and The Walking Dead. Expect vulgarity, discrimination and bloodshed =D

^.^Happy Reading^_^

FF: Three

Spoilers alert

For avid comic readers, they would know the current situation surrounding Marvel first family superhero team. Writers for Fantastic Four had forewarned readers that in the upcoming issues, one of the FF members will die. Title for this arc is Three.

Those who absolutely have no idea regarding the current issues, let me break it down to you. A bunch of predicaments occur in the FF family. Each of them has their own challenges to face as illustrated above. Honestly, the FF comic is a complicated story involving aliens and science.

Though I am never a huge fan of FF comic, I do know that Johnny Storm aka Human Torch was the one who met his demise. He heroically saved his family while sacrificing himself in the negative zone. And where is the negative zone? Again, you must read the FF comic to fully understand their situation. All I know is negative zone is another dimension filled with monsters and creepy crawlies.

From now on, Human Torch will not appear in FF comic. I honestly will miss his funny demeanor and cruel sense of humor. I salute you, Johnny Storm!!! Now let's just hope the writers won't bring you back from the grave like what they did with Captain America because I hate this die-resurrect thing going on in comic universe nowadays. I mean, if they wanna kill a character off, make sure he stays death out of respect for him.

(PS. THANK GOD SUSAN STORM DIDN'T DIE OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE CURSED THE WRITERS XD)

Fashion Gaga

As some of you might not know, I'm a huge fan of a pop-diva goes by the name of Lady Gaga. While I was browsing through her official site one day (stalking), I notice that she posted a new video. It's not the new song - Born This Way but it's a fashion show music. I have no idea what to call it. Lolx. The video is called Anatomy of Change for obvious reason. Check it out. Though it looks practically dead and spooky, the art work is quite creative.

(PS. her new album is due some time in March and Born This Way, the new single, is due some time in Feb, probably around CNY) @.@

Lagoon Pic

After my shower early this morning, I managed to catch a photographic view of Sunway Lagoon. Bear in mind no photoshop was involved so this is authentic ^^

As you can see from the pic, a fog seems to hover the lagoon. Beautiful right?

The picture alone is awesome but if you know what that fog actually is, you'll be staring blankly onto the screen. It's haze actually from the thing they spread to ward off mosquitoes.

If you really are staring blankly right now, let's just pretend the lagoon is surrounded by a fog giving it the mysterious outlook ;)

Comic Movie Updates~~

For this whole horrendous week, 2 major soon-to-release comic films just gave us a bit of their appetizer. Let start with something darker. Ever since the mantle was entrusted on Christopher Nolan's hands, Batman has never been more popular. With the success of The Dark Knight, Nolan is currently working on the sequel, The Dark Knight Rises and he had been tormented fans like me for months until a few days ago. He released the major bad guys in the films with a shocking twist. Guess who the new villains or villainess are?

1. Talia's Al Ghul

2. Bane

3. Catwoman/ Selina Kyle

That's not the surprising part. What is jaw-dropping is the actor and actress. The actress for Talia is currently unknown (will update soon). For those who are unaware of her existence, she's the daughter of Ra's Al Ghul, the guy who trains Bruce to become Batman. You can watch him and his arrogance in the first film.

This is Talia btw and she looking FINE!!! XD

Anyway, ain't sure who her live actress is but I surmise that she will avenge her father one way or another.

Back to the main puzzle, who are the live counterpart for the other two?

Wait for it...........

That's right! Anne Hathaway will be portraying Catwoman. Suitability? That's up to you to decide. As for the muscle man Bane, Tom Hardy will take the role. You might remember Mr Hardy from Inception. He's the one who has the ability to shapeshift in dreams.

As for Bane, he made his debut back in 1997 and the movie did him bad, very very bad. Let's hope Tom can remedy that though I still think he is a bit feeble to portray Bane. However, I can rest assure that Nolan won't disappoint me.

From DC, we move on to Marvel. That is where I'm really upset. Also in this week, the first teaser poster of X-Men: First Class came out.

Believe it, there's another X-men movie hitting the cinemas this summer. The teaser is cool but the cast...I can't say the same.

I almost cried when I saw this.

The front two gents are Magneto and Xaxier

Bear in mind this is set in the 1960s so they are supposed to look young

Second row, Moira MacTaggert and Mystique.

Mystique you guys know who she is already

As for Moira, she's a scientist helping the X-Men in times of need

She appeared in X-Men 3.

Third row, Angel/ Tempest on the right and my fav. Emma Frost on the left

Angel/Tempest is one of the new mutants from recent comics.

I have no idea why she is here

The bitchy yet elegant Emma is... *drool* ...

I think I like her the most among this cast.

Second last row depicts Azazel and Havok

Azazel is a demon and father of another famous X-men - Nightcrawler

Havok, on the other hand, is the brother of another prominent X-Men - Cyclops

Last but not least, the furry guy in the middle is Beast.

Not exactly a good combination right? I have my hopes up but I'm paranoid it's gonna be crushed. The upside to this is that the picture above is a leaked photo. Hence, the characters are not in their proper pose or uniforms or whatever Bryan Singer has in his mind.

No matter, I'm still watching this movie and The Dark Knight Rises as well. Just hope even Magneto can old everything together

Happy Thaipusam

Happy Thaipusam to all my Indian friends, regardless of their religion. LOLX

I know Ganesha should not be part of the picture but I'm short of supplies. (><)

No matter, I still wish you all have a wonderful holiday.

Brick by Brick

As stated by my previous post, I went back to my hometown the other day. The previous one was more on my enmity towards my journey back. However, this post will focus on the brighter side of things. For instances, my LEGO XD

Technically, not every LEGO in the house is mine, some belong to my brothers. Honestly, they have no appreciation for their toys (toy story anyone?) XP

God, I miss my LEGO so much albeit I did bring some to West Malaysia with me but those are not enough to build my empire (>.<)

These are the ones displayed in my brother's room. Again, not all of them are mine.

Like do this starting from the top left and move

down clockwise. The first section is full of action figures - Marvel and RE5 characters. The next section is Star Wars Lego. Bear in mind, the whole section belongs to my brother cuz I hate Star Wars. The row below is just random Lego collection. Enough to construct a mini Lego neighbourhood with it. HEHE

Moving on, the next two sections are all Batman Lego. I will illustrate them further later. Lastly, above that is a collection of Naruto figures. Again, not a fan so ain't mine.

So this is the close-up on the Lego Batman. Aren't they such cute little minifigures?XD

I know, I'm a geek and my life is sad~~

Anyway, behold my Batman minifigures XD

There's subzero Mr Freeze, sly and shrewed Riddler, the cannibalistic Killer Croc, crime boss Penguin, personality-disordered Two-Face,muscled genius Bane, Hammer-holding Harlequin, scary scythe-clutching Scarecrow, the nutcase Joker and our favourite hero - The Dark Knight, Batman. Currently, I am missing two villains or should I say, villainess. Poison Ivy and Catwoman are out of my grasp for now. Anyone find them, do let me know. =D

Below are two other sets which is currently collecting dust in my room:

My bro bought this in Singapore. It's the biggest set for Hatty Potter. His reason for purchasing this - it's cute =_=

Me and my bro has shares in this. It's the whole set for Prince of Persia. A first complete collection among the others XD

Back and Return

In less than 24 hours, I have come back and forth from my college to my hometown. Let me tell ya, it manage to make it into my top-ten most DESPISED trip.

First of all, it's less than 24 hours. == Yes, I went back at night and came back here the next day in the afternoon. Those 4 hours wasted on the airplane. Speaking of airplane, I wanna congratulate Airasia for winning the most the suckish commercial flight in Asia. The seats are uncomfortable; meals are damn expensive; there was a piece of rubbish stuffed into my seat; not enough personal space and the flight attendants were not hawt(both males and females) >=(

Before I proceed on my rant, the purpose of my homecoming was to attend an interview in order to earn a scholarship. The company which is providing the scholarships is Ta Ann, an obscure wood-manufacturing company in Sibu. Since my dad knows the owner, who happens to be a Dato, he managed to persuade the guy to give me an interview.

Anyway, my stingy daddy wanted me to get the scholarship so bad that he was willing to buy the airtickets for me. AWWWW....such a "TERRIFIC' dad ==

I suffer and still suffering a migraine from the flight and bus ride which basically took up my whole day. Plus, I have several due assignments that I need to complete before CNY. Furthermore, the interview was a total FAIL!!! Those ppl wanted me to study either engineering or accounting while working in a sawmill factory. LIKE HELL I'M GONNA SACRIFICE MY LIFE FOR THEM!!!

And the saddest thing is I didn't even get to enjoy playing my PS3 much. T_T Everything was in a rush. At least, I managed to take some pics of my old junks and collections b4 I left (I will feature them in the next post). Also, I managed to taste two of Sibu delicacy. The "pian niuk" and "kampua". Basically, they are who West Malaysian would call Wan Tan Mee but the ones in Sibu can be ordered separately.

here's a pic of Sibu version of Wan Tan XD

Overall, life is a bitch but sometimes it tastes good XP

Words from a Son to His Daddy ^^

Oh daddy, how I loathe you so! How I wish I would only acquainted you as a stranger from the streets. I maybe your son but you can't control everything. Guide me or advise me through a situation but not eliminate all my interests for what I want to do in the future.

Oh father, can't you see the reason why I ran away in the first place? Your stubborn and ignorant demeanor took a toll on me. As a matter of fact, it still does. You keep insisting me on doing the things you want me to do. In the end, my patience brings me no reward. NADA!!!

Oh papa, you tend to put money before your own flesh and blood you selfish prick!!! Why must you persist me to take the offer? Is it for my well-being or so you can spend the money elsewhere? Even to the extent of asking me not to attend my class?

ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Such a wonderful dad, aint he?

Spidey!!!

Marvel has been too kind to release a photo of the upcoming Spider Man movie. Bear in mind that it is a REBOOT!!! So, begone Tobey Mcguire and Kristen Dunst. Heck, Mary Jane won't appear in the movie anyway. Again, another misconception horribly ruined by the movie franchise. Contrary to the non-comic geeks' belief, Mary Jane was not Peter Parker's first girlfriend. It was another girl named Gwen Stacy who made her debut in Spider Man 3. So get your facts straight before watching the movie and don't complain about it due to your false beliefs. XP

I'm stern when it comes to comic originality. HOWL~~~

Btw, the actor above is Andrew Garfield...hehe and the movie is due 2012 summer time.

Realization on unrealistic history~

Ever since I found out how false history is, I have been doing extensive research to discover the idiotic misconceptions which people think is the truth. Man oh man, the list goes on and on and on. Most of you will go WTF cuz what you know throughout your life has been false.

For example: Angels do not have wings...hehe

Surprisingly right? After all, the angels we have seen in pop culture are never depicted without their fluffy wings. I was astounded as well. However, if you were to read the entire bible (which I myself is too darn lazy to read), it never once mentions angels have wings. Then where did the organ full of plumage came from? Blame the brilliant artists who came up with the idea. Since angels live in heaven (so to speak), it is practical for them to fly to earth with wings. Moreover, if you were to refer to the Sarcophagus of Junius Bassus, the section where it shows The Sacrifice of Isaac, it is clearly illustrated that the angel sent forth by God is without a pair of wings.

Here are more facts that will shock you to the core and make you read more =P

1. It is allegedly speculated that Julius Caeser might be gay. His partner? It was Nicomedes IV, a king of Bithynia. But it was just a speculation for being a homosexual esp if you are a bottom was humiliating during Julius's reign. Btw, Julius is speculated to be the bottom as well XD
2. Greek statues were originally painted, not the usual white marble you see nowadays. As a matter of fact, the whole Parthenon was painted as well. Due to the weak material, the colour fades away overtime. That is why most of the Greek statues are just plain white marble.
3. This should be a real ~shocker~. Thomas Edison did not invent the light bulb. It was a series of inventors who perfected the modern light bulb. Even that, Edison stole the idea from another inventor. The real inventor who perfected the light bulb is a guy named Joseph Swan. But then, why did Thomas take the credit instead? Since Joseph Swan lived in Europe, Thomas popularized the invention in America, rendering Americans to believe he is the inventor. Thomas never bothered to disclaim the rumour.Electrifying^^
4. I'm sure we all heard before that the Great Wall of China is visible from the moon right? Sorry to say, that's a false myth as well. William Stukeley and Henry Norman were the smartypants who claimed that the respectable Wall is visible in 1745 and 1895 respectively.Truth of the matter, Apollo 11 was only launched in 1969. Do the math and see the difference in years unless of course, these two were abducted by aliens and sent to the moon for experimentation.

That's all the myths I want to write for now. Oh don't worry, the distorted facts do not end there. History is full of bogus and deceitful events and our primitive minds can't comprehend the overwhelming truth. I would randomly post some of the stories I know in the future. Until then, don't believe what you have believing...whahahahaha

I Love You

I LOVE YOU!!!

I used to think that I know the meanings of this statement. Now, I start to realize the ugly truth. It has come to my acknowledgement that...I don't think I have experienced true love before~

Why am I emo all of the sudden?

Well, not to say I'm emo, just that I have been thinking alot. This morning in class, my friend was using his laptop and I noticed a note attached to his screen. It was written by his girlfriend. As disturbing it was to a gay guy like me, it was still romantic. Instead of smiling at the sweetness if the msg...I found myself wallowing in my sorrow.

Believe me, I was totally jealous at the same time. It's not as if my ex didn't do something like that. It's the fact that the love didn't last. I have 4 exes in total. My first was a religious hypocrite. My second was a LDR and I couldn't stand the distance anymore. My third was another LDR which was featured in my other post (go read it, it's super complicated). My fourth...well, sorry to say, you cheated on me =_= (I have no option but to let you go)

And whenever either one of them say the three motherfucking words, I thought it would last. Cuz to me, you don't just simply say those words for nothing. When you said it, you have to mean it. I admit that I used to say it to random ppl because I was feeling high or I find them worth looking at. Nowadays, I try to avoid using those words unless I really meant it.

All the couples around me, both straight and PLU, keep bringing up reminiscent events of my past. Regardless of their relationship authenticity, I still yearn for a shoulder to lean on when I'm depressed (like now) and stuff my face onto his coat when I'm watching something like Paranormal Activity 2 (btw, thanks for giving me the trauma...grrrr. U know who you are)

Anyway, I wish I can be as happy as my straight couple friends right now. Though their googly moments get annoying most of the time, they have gone the months without any arguments except for the minor bickering.

However, I know what I have to sacrifice when I'm attached and until I'm ready, I need to endure this for a bit longer. I ain't giving up on my dreams again but if there's anyone out there who don't mind me hugging them just to know I ain't alone, come find me XD

Anyone hotline to Cupid?lolx

My Status for today

Energy bar

Task bar

Cash bar

Wanna slack-off bar

Green = No worries

Orange = Critical

Red = Fatal

Turning 20~~

Hehe...finally, I hit the big 2-0~~~woohoo!!!

Ate pizza and snails for my b'day and drank a little after that while playing strip poker XD

Just wanna thanks those who wish me Happy Birthday and those who celebrated with me.

Now, if only my wish would come true this year...hehe

It's finally going to be a year

Tomorrow will mark my one year anniversary. It's ntg regarding love or virginity. Pass midnight today, I would be staying here for exactly a year...here in the mystical jungle of West Malaysia.

Bear in mind, my first intention of coming here wasn't to study. If you refer to my older posts, you would know that I actually ran away from my hometown with several reasonable reasons.

But wait...u guys must be wondering. A emptied-headed childish kid like me ran away? That's logical since most kids ran away due to family issues. But how did I manage to survive here? Now, that's a question to be asked. I believed I should at least post it here as a reminder.

It all started in 2009, after I just finished my NS and received my SPM results. Eager beaver like me couldn't wait to go to college and leave my godforsaken hometown for good. My dad even promised to send me to the land of Down Under, provided that I searched for a notable college. He has issues with West Malaysia. In his perception, all West Malaysians, esp those from KL are all horrible avaricious conceited ppl. Since I have been here for a year, I can't exactly deny him but I don't totally disagree him as well. (I will explain further later)

So I did my research and presented it to my dad, then I waited patiently...waited...waited.

In the end, I was imprisoned in Form 6. But hey, I tried to look at the bright side. Cuz my Form 6 school was an all boy school, minus the girls in Form 6 of coz. Too bad, I couldn't find any worthy guys. On the contrary, I did find a few, one esp. He was adorable and he would chat with me only for long hours. The only problem: he has a GF.

SIGH~~

To make my life even more hellish, the teachers are all bitches. Those who are not teach the subject I hated the most during that time: Pengajian Am.

My mental toll was really reaching its limits. Even my friends (those I met in Form 6, nice ppl ^^) couldn't maintain my sanity. My only ray of light was someone I loved alot, you can say that I loved him the most out of all my exes. We had a long distance relationship. He was in PJ area and I was stuck in the depths of the jungle of Sarawak. Why didn't the relationship last? even when we seem so lovey dovy?

I cheated on him~~~

Ya, I'm a bad boy. Me and my family went to KL for a holiday in Nov/DEC 2009. He was busy during that moment so he felt bad that we couldn't hang out much. So, he asked his PLU friends to take me out to my first gay club. I can't remember the name. Anyway, I was reluctant at first but my ex told me he trusted me enough. He wanted me to experience the gay life in KL. I got a little carried away in the club. Guessed he was wrong about me.

The very next morning, I called him and told him the truth about everything. He shunned me and told me how horrible I was. I didn't fight back. He was right. Our relationship was in jeopardy because me. That's just the beginning of a really fucked up day.

I wanted to visit him and apologize sincerely. C'mon, apologizing on the phone was not exactly forgiving. My obstacle: family.

They wanted to travel from KL to Penang cuz me and my bros never went there b4. But my mind was focusing my relationship. Since, they are my family, I had no choice but to follow them.

En route to Penang, we stopped by Ipoh. By then, my guilt was eating me up. So, I sneaked away under the radar and hopped onto a taxi cab, spent RM200 and came all the way back to PJ to find him. I sent a text to my dad, told him that I was needed to go back to KL to pick up sth and that they should go without me.

Well, let's just say, when I reached, teary moments and rekindling were not expected. I ended up crying on the bus back to Penang. I fell ill when I reached and from that moment, my perspective on love was changed.

Moving on, back to the main story. So, my education sucked, my lovelife sucked, next in line was my family. Don't even get me started on them. My mum nags all the time and did ntg about her predicaments which cause her nagging. My aunties, both paternal and maternal, are irritating women who gossips non-stop and brag about their life and children which cause my mum nagging, I was treated as the black sheep of the family cuz all of them think I ain't strong enough to survive on my own! always need to depend on others! I'm sissy! My dreams are not worth following! I can't achieve anything! My opinions never matter! And then there is my dad.

My dad is the core person I blame for my messed up life. He promised me a trip to Australia and that wasn't the first. He promised again in December. I waited bloody months for him to send me to college. It's not like I wanna use the money and spend on drugs and alcohol. I actually do wanna study. But nooooooooo......Instead of waiting for my demise, my mind hatched a plot.

I planned for a month, accumulating all the money I could find and find the cheapest flight to KL. Don't worry, I ain't dump. I also asked my friends here for shelter until I could find a job. That's another whole story totally. Will elaborate next time.

A week after touchdown here, my family managed to trace my new phone. == they are smart.

I ignored them of coz...but that's the first few days of non-stop calling. In the end I asked for a deal. Since they care about my education as well, I asked them whether I could study in Sunway University. Without a choice, they allowed. And that's where I am now ^^.

Pass midnight tonite, it will mark my first year here ^^ along with some other event which u readers will find out soon. haha. Till this day, I have never regretted running away. Spare me the family is important speech. To me, friends come first always. I was able to pursue what I want to study. Form 6 was a hellhole which I'm glad I escaped otherwise I would have failed all my exam.

To end it all, I'm not the sort of person who will reside in a certain place for too long. I get bored too easily. Like a rolling stone, I need to constantly travel to new place after staying in one place for too long. But unlike the rolling stone, I do collect moss. As a matter of fact, I cherish the wonderful memories I have cuz u can strip me of all my possession but you can take away my the moments I spent with the ppl who are close to me.

My new Room

Finally, I have moved into my new apartment. Not exactly the best room around the entire campus but it will do. Plus, there are few benefits as compared to my old room which I will explain further below.

Here's a recap: My tenancy expires so I need to find a place to stay otherwise it's the slums for me. So, a bit searching and asking got me to my new place. It is called Lagoon View which as the name suggests, give a panoramic view of Sunway Lagoon.

(This is the only window in my room)

Here's the bed. Nothing much to say about it except that this is a single-room. Hence, I can do whatever I want inside the room. Eg. walking around in only my undie XP

Below is a list of the pros and cons of my new room.

Pros:

1) Like I said, it's a single room. So, I can do whatever I want in there without disturbing anybody.

2) I have an air-con in my room this time. Comes the heat season, there's no need to worry...for me at least.

3) I love the view of Sunway Lagoon even though I will be bored of it sooner or later.

4) They provide facilities like swimming pool and a mini gym.

5)The best part is the room includes a washing machine . No more washing clothes with hands. whahahahahaha

Cons:
1) It's freaking expensive. RM750 per month!!!
2) My room is on the 11th floor...did I mention that the lift is damn slow.
3) Some of the pipes are rusty. Consequently, the water is brownish =.=
4) The kitchen looks as if it was ransacked by a maid gone berserk.
5) WORST OF ALL, there are no leng zai in the whole entire unit. Though I haven't met all my housemates yet, two of them are Indonesian girl and a guy who just ain't my type. To matter even more depressing, the previous tenant who was supposed to stay in my room moved out and he was the only guy I find cute. Sad~~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

I know it's a day late to post this but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

As for my new year's resolution: NONE ^~^

I hate setting up a goal just to watch myself fail at achieving it. Rather, I just go with the flow. Let things happen spontaneously and pray that it goes my way XD

However, let's hope this year will be a good one not just to me but to all others (even though I know such fortunate things may not happen to others)