Moving on

Sorry again guys. It's been a long time since I last posted things about my life. Even then, I didn't write much due to the lethargic attitude I developed over the last few months. Haha. So, is this a comeback for me? HAHA. Hell...no.

Again, sorry to disappoint but on the brighter side of the blog world, I'm moving on to my hubby's blog. It would be just like cohabitating but without the physical arousal (awww...). So, once in a while, there would be a post titled Ray says just so I can brag about my insignificant life with a significant love bug. Haha. I don't really know what that means.

Anyhow, this is the link to my hubby aka Cyren's blog: http://lepidopterran.blogspot.com/

Drop by to read his amazing posts. If you are fond of bugs, well, you are in luck! Cuz my hubby's a big fan on these creepy crawlies. Just to contrast your beliefs that bugs are puny critters which creep people out, they are actually quite essential in this dynamic ecosystem we call Earth. Without them, we wouldn't even be here right now. I know, that doesn't elude the fact that they are still creepy and I can't deny that cuz I find that some bugs do creep me out but that doesn't mean they are not cute at the same time XD

As a bonus, you will be reading about plants and other animals as well (hubby's big on nature...hehe). Not just that, you'll be hearing us bragging about our lives XD

With that, I say sayonara to this blog but I might post random things in the pending future just for the heck of it. And here is a picture of Anne Hathaway as Catwoman:

Ain't she just purrrrr....fect?

FB challenge

http://www.facebook.com/TGVCinemas?sk=app_226319220727602&app_data=hero_1317

To all my fellow readers, I know they aren't many of you out there but help me like this page (the above link) and vote for a superhero called Sprite.

This is a competition held by TGV cinema whereby you can create your personal hero character. You can take a photo of yourself and become your very own superhero with prizes to win! BOOYAH!!!

So, me and my hubby, Cyren , are participating this competition but from what I know, I think you guys can only vote once. So, just the above link and it will direct you to Cyren's avatar. Like his picture first then you can choose to like me (I'm deflector btw) haha. Plus, once you vote for a character, you can vote for him again exactly 24 hours later.

But, of, course, you guys can like whoever you want as well. It's your choice anyway.

I would really appreciate if you guys help us out to win the first prize of this competition. A big THANKS to those who help us already but remember if you have the time, come back the next day to vote for the character again. As Stan Lee always says, Nuff's said.

Cyray

As I stared into the distant, scenes distorted from the sides while the gale lashed onto my face. Cooling as the breeze was, my mind couldn't enjoy such tranquility. Pain and sorrow were filled in my heart, nibbling their way into my soul.

"No more!" I lamented to myself.

In full throttle, I sped into God knows where. Escape was unavailable but I needed to run away, far away from the loneliness that consumed me. Yet, I know, it always accompanied me, no matter where I ran to. How could I feel the joy and glee when I was trapped in a pit of despair that was my very own house? I thought a home and a family were supposed to be everything a boy could ask for. Yet, there is an aching heart. How was this possible? What more could I asked for?

Water dripped onto my face and I felt the soft touch of the sky's tears as though it knows the pain I was enduring. Moments later, a drizzle soaked Mother Earth and from there, a heavy shower was formed. I wanted to stop and feel the raindrops. As naive as it sounded, I liked to believe the rain could wash away my insecurity and sadness.

Taking off my helmet, I disregard all the safety rules and I felt the nature tears. It hid my own from drivers and riders around. Closing my eyes, I floated into a reverie, ignoring the nuisance that surrounds my life. As I took in the serenity, I failed to notice the red light ahead.

In an instant, a honk destroyed the peace of the scene. I opened my eyes and realized, I passed the red light and a truck was well within a few meters to my left. It was too late. There was no avoidance of this situation. I closed my eyes again as I prepared for the impact. In my mind, I wondered, would I feel the rain again as I moved on?

I waited...waited for the physical pain, the unconsciousness...even death. Nothing.

BANG!

Yet, nothing. I skidded across the road, suffering minor injuries but I was still...alive. Getting up, I looked back as I covered my wounds, I saw people, getting out from their vehicles and stared at me in awe. I saw the trunk mashed up at the front but my body and bike were still intact.

In all this bewilderment, the rains continued to fall from the sky and I wondered, "Why am I still alive?"

Been there, Done together

So, two months just went by (more than that) and there's so much me and my hubby had done. Yet, there is so many left waiting to be experienced together with you. Hehe. Below is the list of where we went or what we did together:

1) Energizing in Lot 10

2) Attending my graduation ^^

3) Cy's first time receiving floret X3

4) Our first pizza together in 1U (delizioso)

5) KL Bird park seeing birdies

6) Eating in the cafe below my condo (hungry as always me)

7) First pic of mouth intimacy as well as the first trouble maker pic XD

8) Lighting up in iCity (BLINK)

9) Stuffing ourselves in 甜点哥哥

10) Our first magic carpet ride (a second hand motorbike)

That's basically what we did over the two months but of course, there's others activities I did with my hubby but I don't think all of them can be posted here...hehe. Anyway, there's gonna be more in the pending and heart-laden future.

Beware Bane

Beware!!! The first image of the huge wall-tumbler - BANE is released and it looks like he's ready to break someone's back XD

From the looks of this image, the vice is somewhat similar to Saw series torture device (don't cha agree?) Perhaps, the Venom is forcibly pumped into the behemoth's mouth? Only Nolan knows. Can't wait to see Anne in her skin-tight catsuit...tee hee~

MIA

Due to the recent among of work load, posting might be put to a halt for the time being but I shall try my best to update my life to this seemingly abandoned blog. (Need to lighten up my blog)

Anyway, a lot has happened this past months. My love life is going uphill and there no chances of returning back down. There are a few bumps here and there and a few irritating mountain goats trying to ambush us downhill. (Ain't gonna happen).

Before I finish this really short post (Sorry bout that), just wanna say, life is full of ups and downs but there are good times no matter which direction you are going to. =3

~~It's a bright new day~~

Bloom~

A flower that will never wilt ^^

Orientation

Date: 23 March 2011

There's something special about today. Yes, this date will definitely become the day I cherish the most. Judging by the title, I know what ya'all think. It's the first day of my degree course!!! And I just had my orientation day XD

Now that the boring stuff is out of the way, I could move on to my social life...or more importantly, my love life.

I know that a few posts ago (ok, quite a number of posts ago), I always bragged about how my love life sucks and that maybe someday I would find my dearest one along my miserable pitiful journey I call life. Guess I didn't have to wait that long. ^^

His name is Cyren or that's what most of his friends would call him. I call him Cy...or all the lovey dovey names...hehe. Like a caterpillar, we started out curious yet insecure at the same time. Because of our past relationships (refer back to my previous posts), we sort of have a rough and ugly path of relationships. As time moved on, the caterpillar shields itself by encasing itself in a cocoon. Similarly, we hardened our bonds by hanging out and we explore each other (mentally of course but it got a bit physical in between). I assured you readers, we are still clean regardless (at least for now =P). Towards the end of the road, the caterpillar, after a long slumber, morphs into a beautiful butterfly. And I am proud to say, we are officially two butterfly venturing into the world together.

As a matter of fact,

we adopted two baby caterpillars ^^ We named them Cy and Ray Juniors. hehe. Currently, they are under my care and this shall be a test to evaluate my parenting skills. You can't see Ray Jr above but you may notice that there are alot of poops around. Those two can eat!!!

Furthermore,

I guess two really are better than one, even if I did mention before that we all have to be independent throughout life. You can still live life alone and find success but wouldn't it be better to share those success and dreams with someone by your side?

To conclude this post, two fireflies frolicking with each other as they flew passed me and Cy. Depending on some cultures of Japan, fireflies represent love. Was it a coincidence that those two flew by? Not to mention, the area within the vicinity was a construction site. Though we didn't manage to catch it (we were gonna let it go, dun worry), we left with a smile on our face, ready to take on the world together

Graduation

"The road for dreams to become reality is arduous but not impossible"

Raymond Tang

At the starting line, we all prepared ourselves for the obstacles lay ahead. A journey with milestones to achieve and lessons to be learned. Though there were other similar journeys, ours is simply called Foundation in Arts.

Like all other journeys, all the participants were new and the classrooms were all too foreign for the students. Some might have experienced it beforehand but to most, it was something new and exciting to partake.

Not a class was too dull for me myself but with regards to the others, they found new challenges to face and learn by the mistakes they encounter to step forward towards a brighter future. The lecturers themselves were more than happy to present new knowledge and ideas which the students yet to grasp. Fun and study had no associated so perfectly with each other.

Hours by hours, weeks by weeks, days by days and months by months, both the staff and participants endured and enjoyed, learning various things from each other. The participants improved and gained new ways to interact with each other whereas the staff members grew wiser, giving them perspectives observed by the participants. An academic ecosystem functioned as whole to produce life in Sunway University College.

Throughout the entire year, there was frustration, anger and conflicts even. Some were not able to adapt to this strange environment and fail to proceed on. But with the assistance of both staff members and participants, they thrived. This showed that the year was not filled with sadness and animosity; joy and laughter permeated through the air.

Then came the day when the students had to face their last challenges. Fortunately, most prevailed and the staff were absolutely delighted. Today, we all made our farewells for some would leave us while the other stayed back.

And this brings us back to the starting line as we all prepare ourselves for the obstacles lie ahead.

Congratulation FIA students and I thank the staff members for being there for us throughout the year

ArkHam Update

Here's the new video of the upcoming most anticipating (to me) video of Akham City

Bear in mind, this ain't a place for no hero

Just Lovely Thoughts ^^

Cold and wet, up in the mountains

Your absence aggravates the lonely ambiance

'Round every corner, I'm urged to call you

Emotions too great to resist your companion

'N I'm petrified for the future is shrouded with inexpectations

Wouldn't you agree with life's unfolding secrets?

Omen, great or horrible, we can't predict

Nevertheless we have dreams and hope

Gone is the doleful past and moving on with the optimistic future

Human Immunodeficiency Virus

Yesterday, I had my first bloodtest. Normally, I would not be anxious about this kind of things since I donated blood before. But this was like whether I would be infected by that pesky HIV. I know i know. The very reason I would be infected in the first place is I did naughty stuff with random guys but I have almost stayed clean for half a year......I SAID ALMOST...lolx

I ain't gonna drag this post for I am lazy to write anything right now. Must be the excitement over the test earlier. Believe me, the suspense was killing me. I had tried to listen to Gaga's songs but it wouldn't work. Few minutes later, the counselor reported back that I was clean. XD

He even gave me a box of condoms == Apparently, young ppl like me have a higher sex drive. So me and my box of condoms, left the place feeling contented and 'clean'. Now it's just the matters of staying that way

Here's the website for those who wanna test their blood and suffer the same experience I had...hehe

http://www.ptfmalaysia.org/index.php

Shocking facts

As the saying goes, knowledge is power. But there's another phrase which is common among us youths - 'too much information'. Today I learn two facts regarding culture and life. Quite entertaining and surprising.

First off - The War of Oaken Bucket

In 1325, there were two cities went by the name Modena and Bologna in Italy. One day, people from Modena invaded Bologna and stole a bucket of the city. Ruining their pride, the people of Bologna decided to start a war against the Modena. Thousands were killed and the war proceeded for 12 years. In the end, the Modena prevailed. Even now, the bucket still resides in Modena.

This is one of the hilarious wars in history. Honestly, the war started all thanks to a bucket. It's plain stupidity and embarrassment.

Secondly - The Sambia tribe

For this seemingly typical tribe in New Guinea, when boys enter maturity, they are encouraged to leave their family and live in a lodge full of bachelor men. In here, the boys are taught how to...erm....well, put it in simple word, blowjob other males. To this tribe, swallowing another man's semen is considered an act towards adulthood. It will help these young boys (emphasis on the young) to become a real man. Several fellatios follow everyday in the lodge. Surprisingly, even with all these homosexual activities, they are still stimulated to women. This goes to show that, most gays are born naturally. ^^

google them if u dun believe me =3 but to save you the trouble, below are the links to the facts above.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/War_of_the_Oaken_Bucket_(1325-1327)

http://lrivera0327.tripod.com/

Movie Review - Casablanca

As I was scanning the shelves of my library, I saw the DVD Casablanca. It's located inside a room specialized for video reference. A few times have I ran into it and as tempted as I was, I was also frightened for the thought of the movie might suck big time. It's a romantic film set during WW2 and from what I'd heard, it was a classic to be watched. However, it was a black and white film produced in the 40s. Hence, my fear.

Despite my initial fears, I reluctantly grabbed the DVD and walked to the counter to check it out. Fortunately, it was not as boring or hellish as I thought it would be. To my surprise, it was an awesome movie for a movie produced in black and white. Now I know why they call it a classic. So, for this movie review post, I have decided to go retro and feature this spectacular Oscar-winning movie.

CASABLANCA

Now, the thing is, I don't normally watch romantic films, let alone in black and white. But there are tons of reference made to this films in today's media. So, I was compelled. I even managed to catch the infamous phrase, "This looks like the beginning of a beautiful friendship". XD

I tried not to reveal any spoilers but if you guys wanna enjoy the movie without any disturbance, better skip this paragraph. Basically, this movie is set in WW2 with a couple madly in love but the guy is dumped by the woman for no apparent reason. Years later in Casablanca (it's a city), they run into each other again but this time, the girl is seen with a husband. Drama?

As for the rest, you guys need to download or buy the movie to find out. Seriously, though it's a really really really old movie, it still compels me to watch it.

A solid 4 out of 5

My Second ^^

Hehe...just finish up with my second vblog...I did it in a rush so bear some of my mistakes.

Again, leave comments so I can improve.

So...enjoy =)

or u guys can watch it in my Youtube =3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvHIglmRd2E

Aromatherapy

Bought a freshener the other day at Daiso in Sunway Pyramid. I know it doesn't look like a freshener, it looks more like twigs stuff inside a bottle of liquid. As a matter of fact, the freshener IS twigs stuff inside a bottle of liquid or presumably, perfume.

It has the fresh garden kind of smell which I would say it's wayyyyy better than the strawberry perfume (I choked on it when I smelled it). Now, my room smells of evergreen. hehe. Plus, it only costs RM5. To be specific, everything inside Daiso costs RM5. They never have anything like this is Sibu. Too bad~

However, the thing doesn't last long. The bottle is already half empty within the week. That's what we get for cheap stuff I guess. Still, it was worth it.

Chapter 2: Bloody Bitch

Dealing with an undead being was not easy. First of all there was the foul breath. It’s like these zombies never heard of breath mint. I would puke if I didn’t have to hold back the tremendous strength. However, breath was still tolerable as compared to the pus-excreting skin. While trying to defend myself from that seemingly unrelenting bite, I had to grip tight onto both arms. For some reason, the skin was stripping off with coagulated blood and pus staining my hands. It was utterly repulsing. Of course, the hideous facial feature beat the rest to top. I couldn’t even look at it for more than 3 seconds.

Anyway, its saliva was dripping onto my cheeks. It was somewhat similar to an irritant because I felt uneasy as soon as the drool hit my face. Thank God I didn’t swallow any of it. Who knew what would happen to me if I did. Unwillingly to turn into a zombie, I decided to kick its abdomen, sending it flying towards the wall behind it. I spat at the ground after realizing the disgust I just experienced.

The zombie, then, began picking herself up but her neck tilted to one side. It seemed the impact against the wall broke her neck. I didn’t know I had it in me. Without giving it the advantage to ambush me again, I grabbed my 5.5litres water bottle (or tank) and smashed it onto that ugly face senseless. Blood splattered everywhere and some onto my shirt (CURSE YOU!!!)

A couple of beatings later, I stopped seeing the bloody mess I had made on her face. Now, she became uglier. I let out a few pants and sighs. Overwhelmed by what I just did, I couldn’t believe fiction had become reality. Zombies had crossed the boundaries of media. Now, they were rooming my condo or probably the entire world. Information was vague. There was no news or whatsoever last I checked on the net. Could zombies arise within a night just like that?

That was an answer I had to wait because the female zombie was reaching out its hand towards my thigh. According to all the zombie movie I’d watched and games I’d played, I was supposed to severe its brainstem, thus, killing it (again?). But there were films illustrating that even if one decapitated its head, the head would still be alive. I knew since I did a report on zombies on received a decent mark for it.

As for now, more smashing was required. As more blood splattered the wall around me, the bitch was still moaning. Enough was enough! I decided to drag her over the balcony and threw her over the railings to please my sore hands. There was a long silent until...SPLASH!

It hit the ground hard. Brain matter flew everywhere and that put a smile on my face. But I was still covered in goo. A bath was needed. Still, I was satisfied that I killed my first zombie. That satisfaction ended when I heard the next shambling across the hall. It was the boyfriend.

It was de javu to me but hey, only the strong shall survive~

My first vBlog ^.^

Hey guys! I don't know what got me into doing this but...tada~ Here's my first video blog. It's one of the few times I did this, which is talking to myself in front of a camera impromptu without knowing what to say.

However, I have tried to be as innovative as possible but I'll let you guys decide whether it suits me to do another vBlog.

Do leave a feedback. hehe

So it begins; now it ends

For those of you who did not read my previous post (shame on you), I'm currently facing my exam. Fortunately, tomorrow is my last day (HOORAY!!!). I'm lame, ya~

Anyway, imma use LEGO to illustrate the challenges I faced during my examination moments. It's quite tough and I'm in fatigue at the end of every day since the initiation of the exams. Without further ado, here are the days of riots~

( Battle of English)

At the start of this whole trepidation, there was the Battle of English. The journey began with me stuck in a cob of webs, not literally of course. There was a comprehension on how Hiroshima suffered during WW2. Quite a massacre perhaps but that wasn't the horrible. What was horrible was the need to explain Korean culture (RAWR!!!). I stuck at its cobwebs for several moments as I tried to use my saber to chop it to pieces. I have no animosity against Korean but I know NOTHING...NADA about the culture except for their delicious Kimchi. The monstrous arachnid in this battle is the essay (as usual). At least, this time, I managed to reach my conclusion without a minute to spare.

( Conquest of the Field of Business)

On the same day itself (which was yesterday), I need to defeat and conquer the Field of Business. On this field, the major problem I had to deal with are Marketing (the unsteady boat with minimal firepower) and Management (the seemingly hungry croc). Apparently, I installed enough firepower in my brain to kill every single croc I found in the raging river of Business. For this paper, I need to crap as much as possible and hopefully I hit the jackpot among those craps (good luck to the lecturer on this). WHAHAHAHAHA~

( Challenge of Arts)

On the streets of the cultural world, myriad of ancient and modern culture mingled together in the Challenge of Arts. In the culturally abundant world, there are chests of knowledge waiting for me to grasp. However, ruthless bandits who are just as avaricious as me stood in my wall. I enjoyed a little challenge in terms of cultural knowledge. That is why for this paper, I can ace it. I would seriously pour a river of tears as big as the Nile if I don't achieve 90 and above for this paper.

( Day of the Psyche)

And it came to Psychology, my future degree course. It is the study of human behavior and mind and like the dense tropical jungle in Malaysia, psychology comprise of thick woods and arduous passage which can be confusing sometimes. Unlike the lessons in degree course, the psychology I had learned in my foundation was rather...a small garden-sized jungle. Honestly, it was quite easy to pass through this enigmatic forest. There were the frequent bothersome weeds in the way but overall, you don't need the crystal skull to reach El Dorado for this one.

( Rebellion of Numbers)

Last and hopefully least, I must join forces with the allied team in the rebellion of numbers. This final battle holds the key to my gateway as a degree student. Even though it's just maths, I'm gonna switch to my full throttle mode tomorrow. I'm aiming to score a perfect 100 for this one. My limits are to be tested. No giant albino squid can stop me comes 9.10am tomorrow. I will defeat it and fry it for supper. Seafood contains a high amount of protein (sorry squid). Amidst of this excitement, there is a time limit. If I do not arrive on the ETA (3 hours to be exact), the gate to my future will be close...forever (NOoooooo!), at least until my next resit for the exam.

Itchy and Itchiness

*scratch* let me just skip right to the point as I still need to study and as the title says, I'm itchy *scratch*

The other day, I started scratching non-stop till I had blemishes everywhere. There was pain, there was itchiness, there was agony. Apparently, I developed an allergy reaction after many consultation from my friends. The only problem was, I didn't know whether it was food allergy or bug bite. I had checked every inch of my bed and couldn't find one single dead bug. There was one on the floor but that was it. So I was skeptical. Then I turned my attention to food. Did I eat anything weird? I really had no idea.

Early this morning, I realized I couldn't even sleep. The itchiness was overwhelming and my blood was smearing all over my bed. There seemed to be bumps, not your typical mosquito bumps but huge ones that I was shocked to even look at it. During that moment, what was going through my mind was - jumping off the balcony ain't so bad. *Kidding*

But still, it was unbearable. My whole body is a mess. It's like I ventured into a jungled, tackled by a bear, sucked by the leeches and attacked by plant monsters. Even when I showed it to the docs, the nurse flinched when she saw my body. T_T

I'M HIDEOUS!!!

But that's not the worse part. So, I had decided to visit Sunway Medical, the nearby hospital due to desperation. At least the nurses there were kind enough but their bill sucked the life out of ya. It was freaking RM80.40. I dunno what's with the 40 cent. Must be tax. The doc did confirm that I had food allergy. Let's hope he's right.

Btw, did I mention that I had my final exams later? Freaking English and Marketing. I'm dead tired now but tomorrow there's two battles to face...again.

TO BE CONTINUED~ =)

Was I born this way?

IT'S OUT...WHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Again, her video is bound to be chastised by critics everywhere, not to mention the government and religious zealots. Oh well~

I have to admit, the video is disturbing not because of the alien-themed scenes but in the sense of the miracle of birth. After staring at how Gaga gave birth to a machine gun, I can honestly say this - I'm definitely gay.

Regardless of those horrific scenes, the others are quite alright. Love the dance, she's anorexic (should eat more), love the outlandish outfits.

Pending War

As the semester slowly draws to an end, everyone knows what that means. Yes, it's the dreaded EXAM!!!

To think that I still have time to write this post under the tension of exam period amazes even myself, not to say that the subjects are easy. As a matter of fact, this semester consists of subjects with tons of things to remember such as the exasperating Marketing and Management. Who would have guessed that this subject could actually drain a person's life force.

However, not all of them are that disastrous. I did enjoy studying some of the subjects, way more enjoyment I had ever received from Secondary school and Form 6.

These are the battles I have to face in a few more days. I nickname them for the fun of it:

1. Marketing & Management ( Conquest of the Field of Business)
2. Language & Knowledge ( Battle of English)
3. Culture & Performance ( Challenge of Arts)
4. Introduction to Psychology ( Day of the Psyche)
5. Statistics ( Rebellion of Numbers)

As mentioned earlier, the only dreaded battle I'm facing is Conquest of the Field of Business. Otherwise, my cache of weapons are locked and loaded.

I remember

As I strolled down memory lane, I remember you

I remember the time when I could call you my own. It was the sweetest words I knew under all the circumstances. All those family problems and loneliness I could ignore because I had you. Every time I heard your voice, I felt joy and happiness. It had been a long time since I experienced that feelings. We were apart but our trust held us together. Distance was a factor but every time I saw you via cam, I would smile. You were the best I had and I was absolutely thankful for that.

Then came the day I went to see you face-to-face. I sat anxiously on the plane, waiting for it to land. You were frantically searching for the right airport to wait for me. Thank God the plane delayed because you arrived just in time. I saw you outside of the terminal, searching around for my presence. Without hesitation, I ran towards you as I dragged my luggage. The moment was picture perfect.

We laughed. We cried. We argued. We reconciled for the next few days. Then I had to go back to go the dreaded place but we knew we would be strong. Passed the guards, I couldn't hold it back for I couldn't feel your touch any longer. Tears dropped. It was the first time I felt hurt for you remained here and I had to go.

Then came again the time I visited you. But our love was inhibited by external forces. I endured till the moment I could hold your hands again. Sadly, I broke your heart. Our trust broke. You left. I tried to chase you back. Yet, I was left alone to cry in the dark. Whatever I believed in all fell apart. We were apart once again - for real.

As I poured my feelings out into this post, I realized I am a changed person now. Whether for the best or worst, I'm not sure. I don't know when will I feel that particular moment again. When you awaited in the airport for my arrival and we embraced for the first time, regardless of who were watching us. Guessed some parts of me still dwell in that moment. Looping until the day I die. A pain I need to endure everyday.

What I have for you now is neutral. Because I hurt you, you hurt me. Again, I apologized for what I did. Sometimes, I wondered what would happen if I didn't commit the mistake that changed our lives.

This is a crude video. I am a lousy cameraman. I laugh at it all the time. Even if you did hurt me excruciatingly, you were my best love ever. I wouldn't change it for anything.

Sinful Sinner

Note to all, I have 7 unpredictable personalities and all of them are deadly. I just want all of you readers to know that these personalities could manifest at any time of the day and it would be best to avoid them at all cause.

First I would like to introduce Croft

Croft is a lazy bump who personifies my sloth. Croft is a harmless fellow since he barely does anything. However, his friends are usually sick of his laziness as they couldn’t rely on him to finish a group project. His favourite hobby is snoozing or thinking about absolutely nothing as he lies on his bed hugging his soft toy. But sometimes, even hugging for him is a workload.

On the bright side, Croft isn’t a spender and he is an honest guy. Since he doesn’t usually go out, he would save piles of cash which could be used during an emergency. The downside to this is he misses out on all the fun in life. Besides that, he is honest in the sense that he would not pretend to like someone and he would be blunt with his cycles of friends. We all know that pretending to be nice towards someone you hate drains a lot of one’s energy so Croft doesn’t find the point to be a goody-goody two shoes, even if it means losing his friends.

Next, please meet Lucy,

Lucy is the slutty feminine personality of mine. She likes to make seductive poses, luring both men and women into her eternal embrace. Unlike Lady Gaga, Lucy is considered as a real hermaphrodite. Once the victim is within her grasp, she rarely lets them go. She loves sex and fixes her full intention on the victim. Even if it’s just a one-night-stand, Lucy will cease to stalk the victim. Then she often persuades the victim for intimacy, ignoring the victim’s personal relationship. Lucy is a persistent girl and her actions usually cause break-ups and suicides.

Without any remorse, she would seek another victim as the cycle repeats itself until all those around her end up inconsolable. You would say she’s my private concubine. Regardless of her sexual desires, Lucy could charm her victims into doing tedious chores for her. Also, the word taboo is not in her dictionary. To her, if something could attract anyone, it should be known throughout the entire population.

Anyone's hungry for him?

Tony, a plump guy, never ceases eating. His stomach is similar to that of a black hole. Everything goes in, nothing comes out. The only time you see him stops eating is sleepy time. Otherwise, food within his range would vanish in an instant. Tony believes that he has Prader-Willi syndrome which causes an eating disorder. Rarely full, he has to eat or else he believes he would starve. Some of Tony’s buddies like him since they have small stomach and Tony would usually end up cleaning their dishes.

Thus, his buddies wouldn’t feel as if they are wasting food. On the other hand, some are fed up with him as he tends to finish up delicious dishes without the consent of others. Currently, hungry Tony is slim as claimed by his friends but he used to be fat/overweight/obese. He would feel guilty after a fine meal as he knows what would happen if all those fats are not properly deposited.

In the matter of gourmet, Tony enjoys fine cuisines and exotic delicacies like escargoes and fried fat juicy worms. *Yummy*

It's the two green-eyed friends,

Reed and Ivy are fraternal twins and they seldom leave each other. Inseparable by nature, they possess all the necessities in life but they desire for more. Side by side, their need for more things, both concrete and abstract, intensifies. Once they are separated, their insatiable desire would decrease but that rarely happens.

Reed:

Ever since young, Reed has an obsessive compulsive disorder to ‘want’ everything. Without regards to a thing’s functionality, he would just want it since somebody has it. An item which he doesn’t possess would drive him mad even to the point of stealing. Reed was almost caught red-handed once for attempting to steal a friend’s gaming device. Though he never means any harm, he could not help it to acquire everything which he deems important.

As for abstract objects, he needs to experience what he had never felt before like true love, exceptionally good results and a true friend.

Ivy:

In the case of Ivy, she is an undesirable girl. Like her brother, she wants everything which is not in her inventory. Unlike her brother, she would harm those who are in her way of her desire. With a pair of green eyes, Ivy is a smart girl with ambitious desire but those who are more superior earn her jealousy. She wants to be the top of everything and be the first to achieve something. Academically, she constantly vies for the best achiever and would rant if her desires are not met.

Moreover, she tends to be envious of her friends, especially those who manage to travel to foreign countries for studies or bag-packing. Ivy is a typical green-eyed monster. Even so, she is a good example of a person full of perseverance and determination but her jealousy often keeps her friend roster low. Contrary to what others believe, she is just a solemn girl seeking attention from others by being the best of everything.

And his name is Ang,

Ang is sort of a personal bodyguard of mine. Although his size is small, he has the temper of a lion. Usually on vacation, Ang seldom shows up to protect me but when he does, volcanoes will erupt and riots will rise. However, his anger isn’t always about feuds. Relationship issues such as cheating on your partner pumps his gas tank for a ride of torment on the cheaters. His retaliation need not be physical.

Normally, he prefers psychological methods which would drive the victims to the brink of insanity if it’s ever that serious. As for friends, Ang hates people making idiotic posts regarding rants. If friend rivalry ever rises, Ang is more than happy to watch the drama. However, if those people are his closed buddies, Ang would probably do something stupid and yell at them to MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE!!!

An ill-tempered person, Ang doesn’t have many friends and his family members tend to avoid him but sometimes his anger reflects his love towards his loved ones. Whenever they are in danger, he would be there to save them as he is all fuelled up to conquer anything. Bloodshed, on the other hand, is another issue.

Lastly, a personal friend of mine,

Pryde acts as an advisor to me and he is quite intelligent in the sense that he will not hesitate to grasp a perfect opportunity to suit his life. Bounded by curiosity, Pryde never ceases to seek knowledge, both beneficial and detrimental to his social status. Through either books or gossips, Pryde will demonstrate the knowledge he possesses to his peers. The only reward he yearns is their amazement and jealousy. If his peers perceive something which he does not know, he would seek more information regarding the topic with full efforts.

Pryde is proud of the knowledge he possesses within his cache. Wikipedia and Google are some of his tools to gain substantial knowledge. Pryde would not hesitate to flaunt his superiority and doesn’t show pity to those who are below him. No empathy is found within him as he hates helping his friends with tedious works.

Pryde is often a loner but he is contented with his success. Money is not his main priority as it does not make one superior. Money is merely a tool which could be wasted in a day. Knowledge and experiences, on the other hand, must require personal diligence to seek them. As everyone slowly succumbed to the stupidity of life, Pryde would take this opportunity to educate himself. So, in the pending future, he would be far superior than anyone in the world.

Although these 'friends' of mine consist of more downs than ups, they are the fundamental elements of me. Without them, I doubt I would still be alive alone here. Hence, even with their flaws, I'm glad to meet them for they represent what I am.

Show Me Your Teeth

Yesterday, I experienced what everyone (mostly me) would consider as a nightmare - I visited the dentist. *GASP*

It had been years since my last visit to the teeth doctor. From what I could recall, the last time anyone stuck something into my mouth was my primary school years. So...yeah, it was that long since my last visit to the dentist. XP

As for yesterday, I broke that record due to my incessant bleeding from my gums. I would seriously bleed on any given random time. When I'm in class; when I'm eating; when I'm making with someone(which the other party finds gross) =(

This is the amount of blood I could spit out @@

In order to save myself from dying due to lack of blood, my friend persuaded me to visit the dentist. It's not that I have a phobia towards these docs, it's just that I hate the idea of people scrapping my teeth or injecting me with anesthetics, then scrap my teeth.

So, I waited patiently for the nurse to call my name which wasn't long. As soon as I stepped into the doc's chamber, the doc asked me to open my mouth and examined it. He explained I could have leukemia or some severe STD. Good thing I'm still a teen cuz those ailments normally apply to people older. However, my teeth were full of tartar.

Basically, tartar is a blackish mineral developed from food accumulated between the teeth and the gum. A little of it is normal but my teeth was full of them. Guess I missed those little piggies when I brushed my teeth.

To prepare myself for the pain, I thought of a happy place which failed horribly. The second the doc started to clean my teeth (all of them), I could taste the blood. Moreover, the feeling of something scrapping your teeth was unbearable. By the time, he was done with the bottom row, I spat out a mouth full of blood and tartar. Then I prepared myself for the top row.

I felt like I sat there forever. Needless to say, the nurse was of no help at all. She tried to apply some salty liquid to ease the pain but I became more petrified. When all was done, I was smacked with another excruciating pain. The bill was RM120.

Too bad there was no lollipop for me T_T

At the end of the day, my gums were still bleeding but at least I felt much more at ease with my current tartar-less mouth. Sad to say my teeth took a huge bite at my wallet.

And the Award Goes to Natalie Portman!!!

Ms Portman is on the move in the filming industry. Ever since the release of Black Swan, she has become the renowned star she was back in the days of Star Wars. Moreover, she will be featured in 3 more movies this year - No Strings Attached, Your Highness and most of all, the ever popular, most anticipating movie (for a geek like me XP)

Prologue:

First of all, I'm going to discuss about Black Swan. I know the movie was released last year but as your all know, Malaysia ain't no America. The movie was only released this week in the cinema. Even so, I don't bother watching it in the theaters for major scenes such as Portman's masturbation and the lesbian kissing scenes would definitely be cut out XP

Hey, I'm gay but those scenes are amazing which kinda makes me a bi...I'm sexually confused.

Regardless, the movie is superb! Bloggers like Vincent even featured about it. Natalie was nominated and won several awards for that movie. It has everything to do with the fragililty of the human mind and how easily it can be influenced by external forces. This would be an awesome case study for me when I'm a certified psychologist...hehe

Basically, Portman's character suffers a mental breakdown from the pressure exerted from her mother and her work as a ballet dance. The whole plot is poetic in conjunction with swan lake in which a virtuous princess is transformed into a sensual swan. (Go read the story on your own) There are several versions of the story btw.

Overall, the movie is one of the must watch movie of the century, right next to The Dark Knight. I would give it a 4.5 out of 5. It's nearly flawless.

Climax:

Yesterday, me and my friends randomly chose to watch No Strings Attached. Coincidently, Ms Portman is in it again. I'm dazed by her beauty.

In this movie, she's a doctor seeking sex with Adam (Aston Kutcher) while leaving no strings attached because to her, having a relationship might be complicated to handle. Well, this is a typical romantic film meant for couples. I repeat, it is meant for COUPLES. Me and my friends (2 of them) felt awkward watching it with just us guys with no partner to hug and go "awww~" throughout the movie. Kinda sad~

However, the movie was so-so only. Natalie sort of portrays too much emotions here and the movie was kinda plain. It is hilarious with some of its scenes.

Hence, I would give it a 3.5 out of 5

Epilogue:

Her pending movies for this coming few months would be a comedy by the title Your Highness and the action-packed . While I don't have much detail on the former, I am excited about the latter. Below is trailer no.2 for Thor. Hope you guys enjoy it. I know I myself and my lecturer did XD

Leaders in the Making

For those of you who know little bout me, I'm currently still studying in a foundation course. In a month time, I'm gonna become a degree student! YAY ME!!! (I feel old)

Moving on, there was a motivational speech today. (Is it motivational? I doubt so) Anyhow, it was a talk organized by the Business School in Sunway University. Supposedly, they wanna give us a reason to choose Bachelor of Business for degree.

Not that I have anything against Business courses but...it's freaking boring. Just because it's boring to me but those of you who still want to take it, by all means, take it. It's what you think is right that counts. For my reason, I suffered two marketing test and let me tell ya, it was horrible. Who knew business tests are challenging.

Going back to the talk, we had to play a game whereby, a leader is chosen for each group (there were six). As always, my friends wanna choose me as the leader because I show the spirit of a leader. Honestly tell me, how can a guy with a kiddish face be a leader? I can barely maintain my own relationship and they bequeathed the responsibility to me T_T

Jump to the game, my team had to create as many products as possible using paper scraps and scraps...lolx. We had designed unusual things like Pouncy Bouncy, Stellar Hanger, Strawlace and sundry others. In total, we should have created approximately 10 items. They were the results of crazy ideas formed in limited time.

To make matters more unfortunately, (which means me) I had to carry a bag stuffed with two 1 liter of water bottle while running around supervising people. Thank God we won in the end, otherwise I would have bitten the head of the game creators. So, what did my team and I received?

A bag packed with just enough Toblerone chocolates for the whole team members.

Truth be told, I am proud of my team members but never ever, choose me as a leader again. It's hard work and I petrified at the thought that I might mess something up and all the blame would fall on me. That's not the worse scenario. I am actually scared I would misuse the power and cause an oppression upon my own team members and force them to work eternally for me as I dominate the entire world!!!

See, that's my Id talking. lolx

So, those who wanna be an oppressive leader like my alter-ego, you guys should take Business as a course for they would fill ya in on every detail on how to become a successful leader ^^

Peace out for now